I don't understand why it's hurting me deeper,
I must do something bout it, But i don't mean to,
What I'm trying to say is that I Love You.
I just feel like this is coming to an end,
And it's better for me to let it go now than holding on,
And Keep Hurting Myself.
Was thinking bout u, thinking bout me.. how am i gonna confess it to you?
There is so many things blocking my way to you,even you step further away when i step closer to you.
I swear i feel very sad, Feeling that u ignored me,Didn't know how to give u all my love,Im disappointed in myself.
Damn i Nearly Cried, When i sit down and think about it alone.
Your 1 message, 1 reply wud make me happy, your 1 night chat cud make me happy whole day and night.
When i think bout u i smiled, i cant even stop smiling.
But i know, im just a taxi for u to ride and leave.
I don't think you're gonna change, its better to go on separate way.
Why should i continue love you this way since im hurting, and sad?
Baby I Love You, I don't care about anything, I want you.
I'm twisted cuz one side of me is tellin' me that I need to move on
On the other side I wanna break down and cry.
These are my confessions
Man I'm thrown and I don't know what to do,
When im going to tell you, Im going to tell you all about it.
I supposed to Stand up Like a Man, But i fell like a Women.
Hope u Saw this,
Ps : I need You
Tuesday, November 30, 2010
Sunday, November 28, 2010
My Sweetest Memory In Life~
17th November 2010
I was so bored at home, Sleeping, online, eat, hear mp3
Thinking about any better activity to do,
Think...Think...Think....
Nothing came out its late, somewhere around 7pm
i went to Mamak downstair eat something..
after that i came back to the room,
started to think...think..and think again.
Yen suddenly Facebook me, a sister of my ex, who i used to care, love.
Seems like she had forgotten bout it..
She came all the way from langkawi to KL for vacation.
She asked me to go for ice skating in Sunway Pyramid on the next day,
and i accepted the offer.
I felt like, Does she really doesnt even remember a shit bout us?
i felt sad, She just invited me like " kenny, let go to ice skating tomorrow in sunway pyramid, are u free? if free come ok "
Oh well, just forget bout it and stop thinking.
After that i just continue do the lamest act in the world, online jerking around.
In the night, i told hazel that im taking my phone from her, then i went to her place and we ate supper together. Chit chat Chit Chat till midnight around 1Am ++
18th November 2010
After supper i went home, threw my phone aside without turning it ON, decided to turn it on the next day.
But then....
I went to my laptop, i saw message from YEN again,
She say that she has urgenting thing,
Written " EMERGENCY EMERGENCY "
i was like " OMG What Happened!! "
She said, "Nah, Just wanna go overnight at your place, and i say okay.. "
But she don't dare to take taxi alone, so i went over to pick her up.
I talked to mummy and win that night, they treat me kinda nice, [ touched for mummy ]
And Yen doesnt stop talking on the phone, didnt know who called her so many times LoL!
That night, i let her sleep in my room and i slept outside LOL kesian right?
No choice Yen punya pasal. haha..
Study the whole night till 7am in the morning and she was sleeping..
I decided to walk out to find some food for her, So i went out walking,
Finding the whole Pandan Indah, But can't look for any shit kuih or malay nasi lemak in the morning because its Raya Haji that day.
Oh well, i just tapao Nasi Lemak from Mamak store for her, No choice.
I also drew a stupid so-called picture for her, With notes behind.
[Uploading it Tomorrow ]
She woke up when i reached home, came out and eat her nasi lemak.
i take spoon and fork for her, ready everything for her, like im taking care of a kid LOL! [ Much more better than i take care of my GF ] xD
after that, im so freaking tired so i went to sleep.
i asked her to wake me up 1 hour later but she didnt, she let me sleep till 11+ if im not mistaken.
While sleeping, i felt something keep kacau my shoulder,
it annoys me from sleep, so i moved my body,
it continuously annoys me till i wake up and suddenly see her Yen standing there
I was in a so Freaking Shocked With the stupid act!
Yen was laughing like crazy after that and she called me KENNY GAGA. Bad Yen!
i woke up and laugh at myself tho =.- stupid kenny.
After that we get ready and went to Berjaya Times Square and Sungei Wang.
Well, That time, i saw a Freak Shopping like crazy,
Maybe langkawi people never saw huge shopping centre so she shops like stupid freak hahaha! Sorry yen!
Nonstop walking, and im nonstop following her, Like a PA [ Personal Assistant ]
i was so exhausted that moment and that is also my first time accompany a girl shops that crazily. i dun shop with girl because im lazy.
Oh well.. i dont know what mood she's in but she made me felt dying haha!
She bought lots of shirt there, they are cheap, RM15-RM30 1 shirt.
Oh ya! we went to T-bowl restaurant too!
Funny thing here~
We sat down and order first,
then we realised Different types people sit beside us accordingly,
From Student - Couple - Employee - Married Adult - Aged Unties.
The Group of old untie is bullying the cashier,
Asking bout his age, how long working and stuff,like wanna tackle that guy LOL!
We found a FeedBack Paper on the table for customer to comment
Name : Kenny
Phone Number : 0175221047
0166452074
0124272391 [ this 1 at the top ]
FeedBack : Something Like, no need upgrade ad .. becuz its too suck
Lots More nice stuff Forgot d LOL!
After that we Continue shopping,
Shop Shop shop till about 7pm.
Oh the way going back home, at Timesquare's Monorail station
We saw an Advertistment writen " Selamat Datang ke Taiwan " [ Welcome To Taiwan ]
Was like SWT! Wth is that, This is Malaysia.
Also took a few pictures Stupidly telling us that we went to Taiwan together
[ Hallucinate ] CoooL~~ =.=
Its Raining at the moment, I ran over surrounding place and can't even find a taxi to get home, so we waited for 15 minutes, Still no taxi. The Best Part is,
I Suggested Yen to run in the rain back home with me, and i tell her its just about 3-5 minute walk away [ its 10-15minute ] hahaha!
And we Started!! xD
[ Mei, You Cover ur head for what? Sure will Wet De!! Ben Dan ]
[ Fat Kitty GaGa! ]
We Splashed Each other badly, The Only Water-Proof Place Is our Ass! HAHAHA!
Then we reached home, My housemate, Patricia saw us wet and she was like, OMG! KIDS!
Hahaha!
After Shopping, People usually counting about how much money they spent and how to survive next or things like this. BUT this is different.
She's counting her STOCK! LOL! COOLEST HUMAN IN THE WORLD@@
[ This is The stocks ]
[ A " Ang Kong " sitting infront all of the stuffs ]
I made her smile while walking in the rain.. Im so freaking happy, i dont know why..
Oh Well, Its time to go back~
I bring her to bukit jalil bus terminal
and she looked so exhausted but when i ask her " are u tired ? " she always say no.
we went to Mcdonald somewhere near that area.
When we go back to the bus terminal, we called a cab,
When reached bus terminal we still got 1 hour left there.
Sitting there waiting, Both of us fell asleep.
Suddenly im awake and asked for her handphone.
She cant find it, And she tells me that she left it in the CAB and i was Like Oh My GOD!
i called, and someone answer and asked me to go and take it back [ There is still nice people in this world ] UNBELIEVABLE!
So i went over to pick it up.
When i came back, Yen's Bus is already here, and i sent her go on bus.
Erm, Ending is like sWeet~
But No Kiss dun worry =P
She say bye bye and we hug each other,
Talk few more words.....
And she went up to the bus..
I stay awake the whole night just to ensure that she doesn't wake up in the bus and
Think alot..
And i ended up falling asleep at 5++
Oh well, Superman Have to Rest too =P
Finally, the Dream Ends. ^^
Ps : I missed you yen, I missed you so much.
I was so bored at home, Sleeping, online, eat, hear mp3
Thinking about any better activity to do,
Think...Think...Think....
Nothing came out its late, somewhere around 7pm
i went to Mamak downstair eat something..
after that i came back to the room,
started to think...think..and think again.
Yen suddenly Facebook me, a sister of my ex, who i used to care, love.
Seems like she had forgotten bout it..
She came all the way from langkawi to KL for vacation.
She asked me to go for ice skating in Sunway Pyramid on the next day,
and i accepted the offer.
I felt like, Does she really doesnt even remember a shit bout us?
i felt sad, She just invited me like " kenny, let go to ice skating tomorrow in sunway pyramid, are u free? if free come ok "
Oh well, just forget bout it and stop thinking.
After that i just continue do the lamest act in the world, online jerking around.
In the night, i told hazel that im taking my phone from her, then i went to her place and we ate supper together. Chit chat Chit Chat till midnight around 1Am ++
18th November 2010
After supper i went home, threw my phone aside without turning it ON, decided to turn it on the next day.
But then....
I went to my laptop, i saw message from YEN again,
She say that she has urgenting thing,
Written " EMERGENCY EMERGENCY "
i was like " OMG What Happened!! "
She said, "Nah, Just wanna go overnight at your place, and i say okay.. "
But she don't dare to take taxi alone, so i went over to pick her up.
I talked to mummy and win that night, they treat me kinda nice, [ touched for mummy ]
And Yen doesnt stop talking on the phone, didnt know who called her so many times LoL!
That night, i let her sleep in my room and i slept outside LOL kesian right?
No choice Yen punya pasal. haha..
Study the whole night till 7am in the morning and she was sleeping..
I decided to walk out to find some food for her, So i went out walking,
Finding the whole Pandan Indah, But can't look for any shit kuih or malay nasi lemak in the morning because its Raya Haji that day.
Oh well, i just tapao Nasi Lemak from Mamak store for her, No choice.
I also drew a stupid so-called picture for her, With notes behind.
[Uploading it Tomorrow ]
She woke up when i reached home, came out and eat her nasi lemak.
i take spoon and fork for her, ready everything for her, like im taking care of a kid LOL! [ Much more better than i take care of my GF ] xD
after that, im so freaking tired so i went to sleep.
i asked her to wake me up 1 hour later but she didnt, she let me sleep till 11+ if im not mistaken.
While sleeping, i felt something keep kacau my shoulder,
it annoys me from sleep, so i moved my body,
it continuously annoys me till i wake up and suddenly see her Yen standing there
I was in a so Freaking Shocked With the stupid act!
Yen was laughing like crazy after that and she called me KENNY GAGA. Bad Yen!
i woke up and laugh at myself tho =.- stupid kenny.
After that we get ready and went to Berjaya Times Square and Sungei Wang.
Well, That time, i saw a Freak Shopping like crazy,
Maybe langkawi people never saw huge shopping centre so she shops like stupid freak hahaha! Sorry yen!
Nonstop walking, and im nonstop following her, Like a PA [ Personal Assistant ]
i was so exhausted that moment and that is also my first time accompany a girl shops that crazily. i dun shop with girl because im lazy.
Oh well.. i dont know what mood she's in but she made me felt dying haha!
She bought lots of shirt there, they are cheap, RM15-RM30 1 shirt.
Oh ya! we went to T-bowl restaurant too!
Funny thing here~
We sat down and order first,
then we realised Different types people sit beside us accordingly,
From Student - Couple - Employee - Married Adult - Aged Unties.
The Group of old untie is bullying the cashier,
Asking bout his age, how long working and stuff,like wanna tackle that guy LOL!
We found a FeedBack Paper on the table for customer to comment
Name : Kenny
Phone Number : 0175221047
0166452074
0124272391 [ this 1 at the top ]
FeedBack : Something Like, no need upgrade ad .. becuz its too suck
Lots More nice stuff Forgot d LOL!
After that we Continue shopping,
Shop Shop shop till about 7pm.
Oh the way going back home, at Timesquare's Monorail station
We saw an Advertistment writen " Selamat Datang ke Taiwan " [ Welcome To Taiwan ]
Was like SWT! Wth is that, This is Malaysia.
Also took a few pictures Stupidly telling us that we went to Taiwan together
[ Hallucinate ] CoooL~~ =.=
Its Raining at the moment, I ran over surrounding place and can't even find a taxi to get home, so we waited for 15 minutes, Still no taxi. The Best Part is,
I Suggested Yen to run in the rain back home with me, and i tell her its just about 3-5 minute walk away [ its 10-15minute ] hahaha!
And we Started!! xD
[ Mei, You Cover ur head for what? Sure will Wet De!! Ben Dan ]
[ Fat Kitty GaGa! ]
We Splashed Each other badly, The Only Water-Proof Place Is our Ass! HAHAHA!
Then we reached home, My housemate, Patricia saw us wet and she was like, OMG! KIDS!
Hahaha!
After Shopping, People usually counting about how much money they spent and how to survive next or things like this. BUT this is different.
She's counting her STOCK! LOL! COOLEST HUMAN IN THE WORLD@@
[ This is The stocks ]
[ A " Ang Kong " sitting infront all of the stuffs ]
I made her smile while walking in the rain.. Im so freaking happy, i dont know why..
Oh Well, Its time to go back~
I bring her to bukit jalil bus terminal
and she looked so exhausted but when i ask her " are u tired ? " she always say no.
we went to Mcdonald somewhere near that area.
When we go back to the bus terminal, we called a cab,
When reached bus terminal we still got 1 hour left there.
Sitting there waiting, Both of us fell asleep.
Suddenly im awake and asked for her handphone.
She cant find it, And she tells me that she left it in the CAB and i was Like Oh My GOD!
i called, and someone answer and asked me to go and take it back [ There is still nice people in this world ] UNBELIEVABLE!
So i went over to pick it up.
When i came back, Yen's Bus is already here, and i sent her go on bus.
Erm, Ending is like sWeet~
But No Kiss dun worry =P
She say bye bye and we hug each other,
Talk few more words.....
And she went up to the bus..
I stay awake the whole night just to ensure that she doesn't wake up in the bus and
Think alot..
And i ended up falling asleep at 5++
Oh well, Superman Have to Rest too =P
Finally, the Dream Ends. ^^
Ps : I missed you yen, I missed you so much.
Saturday, November 27, 2010
To You~
Even if you leave me, I can watch over you, Looking at you from the side.
Im Happy, Its more than enough
Even If you're in someone else's arm, If you remembered me, Thats enough.
Don’t get sick, don’t skip meals to lose weight, you have to laugh more, more in front of the others, beautifully
You should stay happy smile sweet everyday, and don't worry, nothing can hurt you.
Because im watching from behind, Protecting u like i used to be.
Whatever happens to you, just think about me, i will appear in your life and accompany you through the sad moment.
You may forget about me after you're ok but its ok. I bare with everything i can bare just for you.
If you missed me, listen to the song we used to listen and sing together.
when someone hurts you, listen to this song for me, u wud feel protected and calm down slowly =]
If you keep wanting to see me, sing this song, The only thing would remind us is the memory given to you.
If people asked about me sometimes, say you don’t know me, say that you threw me away, it’s okay i don't actually mind being the rubbish in this world.
If I can’t stand it and keep disturbing you all night, reply me and just scold me as hard as u can, and keep ignore me.
There’s nothing I did for you anyway, turn away cleanly, as u feel that u've already paid what u should for what i did for u.
Even yearning is a luxury, erase me completely, be happy I beg of you, live for yourself, find a good future, have a good life.
Forget me, be happy!
I’m sorry I can’t be by your side.
Im Happy, Its more than enough
Even If you're in someone else's arm, If you remembered me, Thats enough.
Don’t get sick, don’t skip meals to lose weight, you have to laugh more, more in front of the others, beautifully
You should stay happy smile sweet everyday, and don't worry, nothing can hurt you.
Because im watching from behind, Protecting u like i used to be.
Whatever happens to you, just think about me, i will appear in your life and accompany you through the sad moment.
You may forget about me after you're ok but its ok. I bare with everything i can bare just for you.
If you missed me, listen to the song we used to listen and sing together.
when someone hurts you, listen to this song for me, u wud feel protected and calm down slowly =]
If you keep wanting to see me, sing this song, The only thing would remind us is the memory given to you.
If people asked about me sometimes, say you don’t know me, say that you threw me away, it’s okay i don't actually mind being the rubbish in this world.
If I can’t stand it and keep disturbing you all night, reply me and just scold me as hard as u can, and keep ignore me.
There’s nothing I did for you anyway, turn away cleanly, as u feel that u've already paid what u should for what i did for u.
Even yearning is a luxury, erase me completely, be happy I beg of you, live for yourself, find a good future, have a good life.
Forget me, be happy!
I’m sorry I can’t be by your side.
Monday, November 22, 2010
Definition Of Tired
Tired :
In need of some rest or sleep; Fed up, annoyed, irritated, sick of; Overused, clich.
Tired :
An expression representing sadness or disappointment.
Example, Tired of Loving you.
Vice versa goes to me. Im Tired Tired Tired Tired. Dunno how many tired.
I wanna rest, sleep, play my game, attend my class. Simple.
Don't wanna think so much about anything anymore.
I felt kinda relieve after i leave everything behind for a day.
Much more relaxing that i thought =D
Sleep, Eat, Study, Game.
Everyday got hazel accompany me do this n that, really wont boring.
Because she suck, every minute argue say each other =] Cool ayy~
i dun even wanna think bout love rite now.
Wanted to give myself a free space, enjoying the loneliness =]
Btw, didnt sleep whole night last night till today, straight went to the class.
My principle of management lecturer is a clown or model u can call that,
She's even lousier than a student, gosh~
She talks alone, with her new BEST ENGLISH IN THE WORLD Award's English,
While, student were watching movie infront of her.
Those sitting at my left side, 1 were sleeping the other 1 is talking to her BF [ dunno from what class, not our sem ]
Few more Massaging their friends body.
And i sit behind hearing song, reading the note alone and ask her question == COOL! Wtf. when i tired i sleep while, then wake up study again.. she doesnt even care
I can see this lecturer loves to talk to herself and take her salary and go. wtf i hate her. Hope she goes by this 31st december =]
I went to buy a new sim card after school.
Anybody wants my new number pls comment below i will reply
010-43302xx
After school, once i reach home, straight sleep sleep sleep.. till now just wake up,
gonna go get some food and continue sleeping =] Nites Buenos Noches =]
In need of some rest or sleep; Fed up, annoyed, irritated, sick of; Overused, clich.
Tired :
An expression representing sadness or disappointment.
Example, Tired of Loving you.
Vice versa goes to me. Im Tired Tired Tired Tired. Dunno how many tired.
I wanna rest, sleep, play my game, attend my class. Simple.
Don't wanna think so much about anything anymore.
I felt kinda relieve after i leave everything behind for a day.
Much more relaxing that i thought =D
Sleep, Eat, Study, Game.
Everyday got hazel accompany me do this n that, really wont boring.
Because she suck, every minute argue say each other =] Cool ayy~
i dun even wanna think bout love rite now.
Wanted to give myself a free space, enjoying the loneliness =]
Btw, didnt sleep whole night last night till today, straight went to the class.
My principle of management lecturer is a clown or model u can call that,
She's even lousier than a student, gosh~
She talks alone, with her new BEST ENGLISH IN THE WORLD Award's English,
While, student were watching movie infront of her.
Those sitting at my left side, 1 were sleeping the other 1 is talking to her BF [ dunno from what class, not our sem ]
Few more Massaging their friends body.
And i sit behind hearing song, reading the note alone and ask her question == COOL! Wtf. when i tired i sleep while, then wake up study again.. she doesnt even care
I can see this lecturer loves to talk to herself and take her salary and go. wtf i hate her. Hope she goes by this 31st december =]
I went to buy a new sim card after school.
Anybody wants my new number pls comment below i will reply
010-43302xx
After school, once i reach home, straight sleep sleep sleep.. till now just wake up,
gonna go get some food and continue sleeping =] Nites Buenos Noches =]
Saturday, November 20, 2010
Inner Expression
There's alots of thing which i don't really know how to express it out,
everything stucks inside my heart.. i felt so lost this way..
Tryna express it out, by writin it out on a piece of paper but not blog..
there is too many secrets, too many frustrations.
wanted to feel relieve... maybe i need to scream it out loud somewhere soon..
HurTed - By - Myself
Everyday, everynight millionaire city.
dont even know what im doing,
looking at the wall, messy room.
Wanted to clean it, but moodless.
Missed my piano so much,
Wanted to buy a keyboard after i work =]
so i can continue playing it,
wanted to write songs too ^^
CooL ayy!!!!
everything stucks inside my heart.. i felt so lost this way..
Tryna express it out, by writin it out on a piece of paper but not blog..
there is too many secrets, too many frustrations.
wanted to feel relieve... maybe i need to scream it out loud somewhere soon..
HurTed - By - Myself
Everyday, everynight millionaire city.
dont even know what im doing,
looking at the wall, messy room.
Wanted to clean it, but moodless.
Missed my piano so much,
Wanted to buy a keyboard after i work =]
so i can continue playing it,
wanted to write songs too ^^
CooL ayy!!!!
Monday, November 15, 2010
Overdose
WOW! i never know that Calcium Carbonate and Magnesium Sulphrate kills.
Firstly i had gastric when im outing with my friends.
i went to buy alucid [ calcium carbonate + magnesium sulphrate ]
Then i drink 1/4 of them first thought the pain wud relieve..
but then it didnt seems to relieve. Im mad so i drank the whole shit.=)
7am in the morning, my whole body's joint pain.
7.15am , felt headache
7.30am, Face all pale, lips hanged colour.
7.45am, Cried [ Depression ]
continue. FAINTED.
till i wake up, my whole body is not pain anymore. i felt like damn god loves me.
LUCKY LUCKY!
Firstly i had gastric when im outing with my friends.
i went to buy alucid [ calcium carbonate + magnesium sulphrate ]
Then i drink 1/4 of them first thought the pain wud relieve..
but then it didnt seems to relieve. Im mad so i drank the whole shit.=)
7am in the morning, my whole body's joint pain.
7.15am , felt headache
7.30am, Face all pale, lips hanged colour.
7.45am, Cried [ Depression ]
continue. FAINTED.
till i wake up, my whole body is not pain anymore. i felt like damn god loves me.
LUCKY LUCKY!
Friday, November 12, 2010
Low Profile
How sweet it is, Staying in a place where nobody knows you.
You can actually do what you want, its so relaxing..
Dancing all the way in LRT, Jumping and Hopping around.
This World is Great!
Anyway, Woke Up quite late. Im Sick =C
Wearing jacket whole day still felt cold.
Do assignment while chatting with Viny.. she's funny. [ Enjoyed ]
Hazel came, i lend her my phone.. Since her phone spoilt =]
She helped me so much.. have to help her back. we are best friend ^^
7++ went to Pasar Malam.. Buy Buy Buy Eat Eat Eat.
Now i just realised, How nice is Carrot Juice with no sugar and ice =]
It Taste SWEET!!
Reached home about 11+
Clean room, Clean My Body.. takes me quite a moment..
Chat with Viny again.. Dunno what so much to chat about LOL!
Went to have my supper with my housemate ERIC.
Talked about the live i had in the past. Thats why i realised how nice is styaing in Low Profile =D
I just came back and now chatting with Viny again ==
LOL!
Gonna Continue my Malaysian Study now, till i tired then sleep =]
You can actually do what you want, its so relaxing..
Dancing all the way in LRT, Jumping and Hopping around.
This World is Great!
Anyway, Woke Up quite late. Im Sick =C
Wearing jacket whole day still felt cold.
Do assignment while chatting with Viny.. she's funny. [ Enjoyed ]
Hazel came, i lend her my phone.. Since her phone spoilt =]
She helped me so much.. have to help her back. we are best friend ^^
7++ went to Pasar Malam.. Buy Buy Buy Eat Eat Eat.
Now i just realised, How nice is Carrot Juice with no sugar and ice =]
It Taste SWEET!!
Reached home about 11+
Clean room, Clean My Body.. takes me quite a moment..
Chat with Viny again.. Dunno what so much to chat about LOL!
Went to have my supper with my housemate ERIC.
Talked about the live i had in the past. Thats why i realised how nice is styaing in Low Profile =D
I just came back and now chatting with Viny again ==
LOL!
Gonna Continue my Malaysian Study now, till i tired then sleep =]
Thursday, November 11, 2010
Its Good, When u say it is
I wonder, What is human?
We're blind when we fall in love with someone.
Everything would be very pretty and lovely eventhough its ugly.
Is this what everybody call it beautiful world?
but every truth is actually ugly.
Shit smells stink! But when we smell it, we wud keep on wanting to find that smell, if its still there.
Came back from Zach's place around 2,
Kinki called up asking me to accompany her to find school, and i went.
She's such a lil girl, Shy to ask about the academy detail and i've became the one who wanted to study there =.=
She treated me a i dunno what bihun with oyster inside.
Walked around and came back in the nite.
So i call it a day =)
Henley sent me a message written "=) <3<3"
Thats rude when u write that after broke up.
We're blind when we fall in love with someone.
Everything would be very pretty and lovely eventhough its ugly.
Is this what everybody call it beautiful world?
but every truth is actually ugly.
Shit smells stink! But when we smell it, we wud keep on wanting to find that smell, if its still there.
Came back from Zach's place around 2,
Kinki called up asking me to accompany her to find school, and i went.
She's such a lil girl, Shy to ask about the academy detail and i've became the one who wanted to study there =.=
She treated me a i dunno what bihun with oyster inside.
Walked around and came back in the nite.
So i call it a day =)
Henley sent me a message written "=) <3<3"
Thats rude when u write that after broke up.
Wednesday, November 10, 2010
Pass And Current
2 years ago i was studying in seGi university college,
im in loved with a girl called pauline.
After my dad passed away, i decided to study in Stamford College Malacca because of pauline's parent wanted her to go back to her hometown.
That was my fault, for making a decision because of a girl,
but anyway i studied there properly. My brother gave me money on the first month to study. No more on the following month.. I survive for few weeks, i worked in cinema.
Everyday no money eat roti.. until i really cant bare anymore.
i went back to kedah, decided not to study anymore.
Until today, i came back to study.
BUT then one of them said
1 : sometimes i'm freaking mad at you, sometimes i feel sorry for you.. you have no sense of direction and you do not know where to go..
Me : Mad for what? Sorry For what? lol.. If my last 2 chances was my wrong path in live which makes u unable to trust me, Its ok bro.. Well.. i got no Comment at all. Just that.. HOpe u wud Enjoy ur life~ ^^ Take Care bro.. lets dun talk about it.. =)
but He continued talk about this.
1 : after so much money you have wasted (dun forget a portion belongs to me) how could i not be mad? now that you're down and have no control of your life how could i not feel bad?
I'm certainly enjoying my life at this point, or a big part of it, there is one part of my life however that i'm enjoying.. which is you.
Me : Yea, A Portion Belongs To you. I remember. Dont worry. I wud pay back that sum of money to you.. I dont really like to Owe people money.. One Day.. i wud.
Now That Im Down And Have no control Of my life, Why do u have to feel bad about it? Even me myself didnt feel bad about it. Because I believe in Fate. I believe In Myself. Even Sometimes I feel Im Lost, But i keep finding Direction. i keep asking myself, why does this happens? i found the answer, Im easy being distracted. But i Wud always keep myself changing to something almost perfect. Eventho people wud disrespect me with the things i did. but i dun even mind. Because i feel that, i live in my own world, who other people doesnt even know what im doing, nobody ever tries to understand... and i dont need people to understand. I belongs to nobody, and i Belongs to myself living in my world Alone.
Im Happy to hear that you Enjoyed ur life bro.. 我会祝福你快乐平安过日子 ＝） thanks for your care..
This is it. Enjoying life. because of me? LOL! Wtf, what does it means?
Another one say
2 : Are u going to sell ikan bilis forever?
Me : yeah? i got a good connection here tho..
2 : think about it. think about ur future
After a moment,
Me : i decided to go back study
2 : We got financial issue can only support u rm500
Me : ah, Okay.. understand.
after a moment,
Me : im going to add 2 subjects into my study
2 : Sorry we can only support u RM500. we got Financial problem
me : i didnt asked u to pay, i just want ur advice.
The Third one
3 : i can only help u alil bit, im not working
me: Its ok, i understand!! Lol come on..
[ Everyday i called her ]
Me : What chu doing?
3 : Playing Mahjongg.. Call u back later
[ Everyday repeating the same thing ]
Beh guai.. =D Love it.
The first part was my wrong. But there is no second chance in life? YES THERE IS.
But give me chance to study and leave me half stuff half hungry. That my Lovely family.
i should have hate them since i was small, im so fucking regret for treating them as my brother and sister.
Well.. This is life,
Not The People out There treats us materialistic, BUT even family has no different with the others.
So Guys, Remember. Take care of ur stomach first before anyone else. Dun be like me.
=]
Night.
Ps : I hate my FuckinG FamilY
im in loved with a girl called pauline.
After my dad passed away, i decided to study in Stamford College Malacca because of pauline's parent wanted her to go back to her hometown.
That was my fault, for making a decision because of a girl,
but anyway i studied there properly. My brother gave me money on the first month to study. No more on the following month.. I survive for few weeks, i worked in cinema.
Everyday no money eat roti.. until i really cant bare anymore.
i went back to kedah, decided not to study anymore.
Until today, i came back to study.
BUT then one of them said
1 : sometimes i'm freaking mad at you, sometimes i feel sorry for you.. you have no sense of direction and you do not know where to go..
Me : Mad for what? Sorry For what? lol.. If my last 2 chances was my wrong path in live which makes u unable to trust me, Its ok bro.. Well.. i got no Comment at all. Just that.. HOpe u wud Enjoy ur life~ ^^ Take Care bro.. lets dun talk about it.. =)
but He continued talk about this.
1 : after so much money you have wasted (dun forget a portion belongs to me) how could i not be mad? now that you're down and have no control of your life how could i not feel bad?
I'm certainly enjoying my life at this point, or a big part of it, there is one part of my life however that i'm enjoying.. which is you.
Me : Yea, A Portion Belongs To you. I remember. Dont worry. I wud pay back that sum of money to you.. I dont really like to Owe people money.. One Day.. i wud.
Now That Im Down And Have no control Of my life, Why do u have to feel bad about it? Even me myself didnt feel bad about it. Because I believe in Fate. I believe In Myself. Even Sometimes I feel Im Lost, But i keep finding Direction. i keep asking myself, why does this happens? i found the answer, Im easy being distracted. But i Wud always keep myself changing to something almost perfect. Eventho people wud disrespect me with the things i did. but i dun even mind. Because i feel that, i live in my own world, who other people doesnt even know what im doing, nobody ever tries to understand... and i dont need people to understand. I belongs to nobody, and i Belongs to myself living in my world Alone.
Im Happy to hear that you Enjoyed ur life bro.. 我会祝福你快乐平安过日子 ＝） thanks for your care..
This is it. Enjoying life. because of me? LOL! Wtf, what does it means?
Another one say
2 : Are u going to sell ikan bilis forever?
Me : yeah? i got a good connection here tho..
2 : think about it. think about ur future
After a moment,
Me : i decided to go back study
2 : We got financial issue can only support u rm500
Me : ah, Okay.. understand.
after a moment,
Me : im going to add 2 subjects into my study
2 : Sorry we can only support u RM500. we got Financial problem
me : i didnt asked u to pay, i just want ur advice.
The Third one
3 : i can only help u alil bit, im not working
me: Its ok, i understand!! Lol come on..
[ Everyday i called her ]
Me : What chu doing?
3 : Playing Mahjongg.. Call u back later
[ Everyday repeating the same thing ]
Beh guai.. =D Love it.
The first part was my wrong. But there is no second chance in life? YES THERE IS.
But give me chance to study and leave me half stuff half hungry. That my Lovely family.
i should have hate them since i was small, im so fucking regret for treating them as my brother and sister.
Well.. This is life,
Not The People out There treats us materialistic, BUT even family has no different with the others.
So Guys, Remember. Take care of ur stomach first before anyone else. Dun be like me.
=]
Night.
Ps : I hate my FuckinG FamilY
Tuesday, November 9, 2010
Happy Birthday
Happy Birthday to you,
Happy Birthday to you,
Happy Birthday To Zhe Jia.
Happy Birthday to you......
Your Favorite =D
Wish u long long life,
Don't fall into longkang,
Don't daydream all the time,
Don't Faint,
Drink more water,
Buy plastic,
Do exercise,
Eat orange,NOT APPLE!
Study hard,
Run more Staircase.
Eat More.
Good luck! My Sweet Bullshit~
Happy Birthday to you,
Happy Birthday To Zhe Jia.
Happy Birthday to you......
Your Favorite =D
Wish u long long life,
Don't fall into longkang,
Don't daydream all the time,
Don't Faint,
Drink more water,
Buy plastic,
Do exercise,
Eat orange,NOT APPLE!
Study hard,
Run more Staircase.
Eat More.
Good luck! My Sweet Bullshit~
Teared
Woke up late today, its about half hour late before my class start.
So i quickly take my bath and ran to station.
Was raining this morning, but still i keep running...
When i reach SeGi, Saw Wen Qian wor, She looked so shock lookin at me and ask how come so late LOL! i was like dunno telling her what, just make an action showing that over slept but dunno she know boh..
Then i went into the wrong class again, Stupid SeGi+ Student Card.
When i reach the class, Its Break time. ==
Then i just continue study loh.
i Got test next week + assignment now!
So, im gonna Guai Guai Complete all this wanna score give my JIE JIE SEE!
[ She promised buy me what i wanted ] Wakakaka! xD sorry Jie if u read this!
Wanna score in test and assignment, + a little bit of study i can get 3.7-4.0..
Jia you Nenny!!
After that went out to Movie with zach,
the movie is so touched! i found out that i got heart eh. i can cry wor hahaha!
till now just reach home, stupid monorail so many people..
Gonna start Assignment now ^^
Tatas!
Zach~
So i quickly take my bath and ran to station.
Was raining this morning, but still i keep running...
When i reach SeGi, Saw Wen Qian wor, She looked so shock lookin at me and ask how come so late LOL! i was like dunno telling her what, just make an action showing that over slept but dunno she know boh..
Then i went into the wrong class again, Stupid SeGi+ Student Card.
When i reach the class, Its Break time. ==
Then i just continue study loh.
i Got test next week + assignment now!
So, im gonna Guai Guai Complete all this wanna score give my JIE JIE SEE!
[ She promised buy me what i wanted ] Wakakaka! xD sorry Jie if u read this!
Wanna score in test and assignment, + a little bit of study i can get 3.7-4.0..
Jia you Nenny!!
After that went out to Movie with zach,
the movie is so touched! i found out that i got heart eh. i can cry wor hahaha!
till now just reach home, stupid monorail so many people..
Gonna start Assignment now ^^
Tatas!
Zach~
Sunday, November 7, 2010
Discovering
Discovered so many new songs, So nice especially CHEN SHI AN - TIAN HOU.
I love music so much, in my day routine i really need music to keep me away from being lonely =]
Btw, Today did nothing just stay in my room.
Went over the net seeking for jobs and Shopping [ Ofcourse shopping more than jobs ]
I really really wanted a Sony MP3. But no money to buy.. SAD who wanna buy for mee??!!xD
I have early class to attend tomorrow.. shud sleep at 10.30pm later but maybe will be sleeping earlier.. exhausted~
Wanna continue singing and shopping =D
Nights,
I love music so much, in my day routine i really need music to keep me away from being lonely =]
Btw, Today did nothing just stay in my room.
Went over the net seeking for jobs and Shopping [ Ofcourse shopping more than jobs ]
I really really wanted a Sony MP3. But no money to buy.. SAD who wanna buy for mee??!!xD
I have early class to attend tomorrow.. shud sleep at 10.30pm later but maybe will be sleeping earlier.. exhausted~
Wanna continue singing and shopping =D
Nights,
Saturday, November 6, 2010
7-11
What a freaking day i have today, Last night went out with kinki and wen qian till 6++ in the morning and was so exhausted, this morning i cant even wake up but my mum keep disturbing me till i get my sad ass off my bed =C
Went to SUNGAI WANG Plaza with family, they shop and i was fishing along the way.
We went to KIM GARY to have our Breaklunch lol, Its breakfast + lunch in 1 meal. Freaking Stuffed.
After that they continue shopping till 3pm and decided to go back to kedah, i was planning to drive them to Damansara area so that they can easily went back to kedah but then i lost my way and i dont really know where i am heading to. i called KINKi up and that ah boy was like u ask people roadside lah.. then i didnt. i keep on driving but then i saw a sign to CEMPAKA LRT i was so relieve. mum says she knows how to go back so i let her drive alone =C quite worry bout her..
Once i reached home i slept till 9pm wake up, then kinki FB me and tell me that she havent went back today and asked me if i am able to join them to green box.
Sang alot of songs there but didnt actually happy with my voice feel they suck =C
I cant sing along with them. kinki is so good in singing.
Just reached home and its 4.33am and baby say that she is coming at 6am. gonna reach my place around 7.30. so i have to wait lol
Kinda boring now. dun actually know what to do haha~
Felt that i wud be buried in my bed the whole day tomorrow cuz im too exhausted.
=]
Went to SUNGAI WANG Plaza with family, they shop and i was fishing along the way.
We went to KIM GARY to have our Breaklunch lol, Its breakfast + lunch in 1 meal. Freaking Stuffed.
After that they continue shopping till 3pm and decided to go back to kedah, i was planning to drive them to Damansara area so that they can easily went back to kedah but then i lost my way and i dont really know where i am heading to. i called KINKi up and that ah boy was like u ask people roadside lah.. then i didnt. i keep on driving but then i saw a sign to CEMPAKA LRT i was so relieve. mum says she knows how to go back so i let her drive alone =C quite worry bout her..
Once i reached home i slept till 9pm wake up, then kinki FB me and tell me that she havent went back today and asked me if i am able to join them to green box.
Sang alot of songs there but didnt actually happy with my voice feel they suck =C
I cant sing along with them. kinki is so good in singing.
Just reached home and its 4.33am and baby say that she is coming at 6am. gonna reach my place around 7.30. so i have to wait lol
Kinda boring now. dun actually know what to do haha~
Felt that i wud be buried in my bed the whole day tomorrow cuz im too exhausted.
=]
Friday, November 5, 2010
A Very Happy Moment in Genting
I didn't realised it was 12.30pm when a my handphone rang, The AMBANK agent called me and asked me go to the office to create my current account. Hazel called me up and told me that she was ready to go genting too and asked me what time will i be ready to go KL SENTRAL and i replied, I'M still sleeping, can you please.. Give me a few more minutes please.. pretty pleasee.. and she say okay =D
I woke up around 1.30pm and rush out to hazel's place and we go to KL SENTRAL together.. After reaching there, we separated. She went to buy ticket for the bus and i went to AMBANK to settle my banking stuffs.
Then suddenly i felt stomachache.BADLY!
Quicky rushed to toilet, but eventually my stomach didn't seems to get any better, so i decided to go buy BUSCOPAN[ stomach pain reliever ] together with hazel, after that i went to the toilet again, Total of 3 times. LOL!
It was nearly 3.00pm and Hazel have to go on bus already, so im all alone. I went to SECRET RECIPE. I ordered a Spaghetti Bolognese and a Iced Lemon Tea, Waiting about 15 minute, Hazel called up and saying that her family already had came down from Genting Highland. So she wanted to come back to me, and i asked her to come here.
Another 15 minute passed and she reached my place. FINALLY MY FOOD REACHES. Wtf!
She Ordered Spaghetti Meatball, i ordered a Banana Split too.
Same thing happened. Stupid Service.
Hazel got a very very nice spaghetti which the Meatball looks like shit. oh my god.
She didnt even touch the whole plate LOL!.
I ended up doing lotsa crazy stuff with the foods.
Good Meatballs and New Recipe from Secret Recipe =D
My Bao Bei, Kitty was late. I was planning to scold her 99 if she were late for not hearing what i've planned for her but she reached on time SAD! i didnt get a chance to bully her =C
So, Hazel ended up going back home sadly. hahahahaha!
Me and Kitty went to Genting together =D Happy! because Hazel is not there to disturb [ HAHAHA! ]
On the way to Genting, I keep disturb my baby, didnt give her a chance to have a piee of mind and hearing her music xD [ Annoyed ]
We reached there about 7.30pm and Mum and Marisa was waiting at the lobby of Resort Hotel.. Marisa ran over and hugged me, THE EVIL UNCLE Muahaha..
then we go back to the room and rest while and and MARISA were bullying each other by drawing make up on our face =) Damn COOL!
I look like ghost and Marisa looks like Uncle with Punched face.
Then i kicked her out of the room with ugly make up on her face HAHAHA!
After playing and bath we went to Pizza Hut for our dinner.. Quite a moment since i ate Pizza Hut. After that, as usual we went back to room and sleep , didn't went to clubbing =C
In The Night.. i bully Kitty muahahahaha!
Second day, I was so frustrated when mum open the lights to wake me up.. i scolded the whole world hahaha!
After Breakfast at Burger King, We went to Outdoor and play.. Quite Fun because i can see my niece really happy, its been a moment didn't saw her smiles =)
Make Ups! =D i know its OMG, no choice. DARING! and i Dun wanna Lose
Im really happy to have my baby accompany me all the time there..
After we came back from outdoor, we went to Cybercafe together! It COST RM15.00/Hour! WooooT Expensive! My SDO really really suck maybe too long didnt really practice that game..
We came back from Genting around 5.30 and i SESAT JALAN in KL omg!
Brought mum to eat Lok Lok and Zhia's Kitchen in Sunway Pyramid.
We ended up very Stuffed cuz all of us ate alot haha!
Its Actually kinda normal trip, But because of stupid things, it became memorial =)
Nights~!
Ps : I love you Baby!
: Sorry Gor, Was planned to reach home earlier and wanted to go over your place
But i can't make it. =C
I woke up around 1.30pm and rush out to hazel's place and we go to KL SENTRAL together.. After reaching there, we separated. She went to buy ticket for the bus and i went to AMBANK to settle my banking stuffs.
Then suddenly i felt stomachache.BADLY!
Quicky rushed to toilet, but eventually my stomach didn't seems to get any better, so i decided to go buy BUSCOPAN[ stomach pain reliever ] together with hazel, after that i went to the toilet again, Total of 3 times. LOL!
It was nearly 3.00pm and Hazel have to go on bus already, so im all alone. I went to SECRET RECIPE. I ordered a Spaghetti Bolognese and a Iced Lemon Tea, Waiting about 15 minute, Hazel called up and saying that her family already had came down from Genting Highland. So she wanted to come back to me, and i asked her to come here.
Another 15 minute passed and she reached my place. FINALLY MY FOOD REACHES. Wtf!
She Ordered Spaghetti Meatball, i ordered a Banana Split too.
Same thing happened. Stupid Service.
Hazel got a very very nice spaghetti which the Meatball looks like shit. oh my god.
She didnt even touch the whole plate LOL!.
I ended up doing lotsa crazy stuff with the foods.
Good Meatballs and New Recipe from Secret Recipe =D
My Bao Bei, Kitty was late. I was planning to scold her 99 if she were late for not hearing what i've planned for her but she reached on time SAD! i didnt get a chance to bully her =C
So, Hazel ended up going back home sadly. hahahahaha!
Me and Kitty went to Genting together =D Happy! because Hazel is not there to disturb [ HAHAHA! ]
On the way to Genting, I keep disturb my baby, didnt give her a chance to have a piee of mind and hearing her music xD [ Annoyed ]
We reached there about 7.30pm and Mum and Marisa was waiting at the lobby of Resort Hotel.. Marisa ran over and hugged me, THE EVIL UNCLE Muahaha..
then we go back to the room and rest while and and MARISA were bullying each other by drawing make up on our face =) Damn COOL!
I look like ghost and Marisa looks like Uncle with Punched face.
Then i kicked her out of the room with ugly make up on her face HAHAHA!
After playing and bath we went to Pizza Hut for our dinner.. Quite a moment since i ate Pizza Hut. After that, as usual we went back to room and sleep , didn't went to clubbing =C
In The Night.. i bully Kitty muahahahaha!
Second day, I was so frustrated when mum open the lights to wake me up.. i scolded the whole world hahaha!
After Breakfast at Burger King, We went to Outdoor and play.. Quite Fun because i can see my niece really happy, its been a moment didn't saw her smiles =)
Make Ups! =D i know its OMG, no choice. DARING! and i Dun wanna Lose
Im really happy to have my baby accompany me all the time there..
After we came back from outdoor, we went to Cybercafe together! It COST RM15.00/Hour! WooooT Expensive! My SDO really really suck maybe too long didnt really practice that game..
We came back from Genting around 5.30 and i SESAT JALAN in KL omg!
Brought mum to eat Lok Lok and Zhia's Kitchen in Sunway Pyramid.
We ended up very Stuffed cuz all of us ate alot haha!
Its Actually kinda normal trip, But because of stupid things, it became memorial =)
Nights~!
Ps : I love you Baby!
: Sorry Gor, Was planned to reach home earlier and wanted to go over your place
But i can't make it. =C
Wednesday, November 3, 2010
Back
IM back to my blogging life after stopping for quite a moment.
Life for me did not change at all.. still the same..
but some changes ofcourse.
I came to seGi ColleGe KL to study Business Administration Diploma
Principle of management is giving me a huge pressure because the lecturer sucks.
Zach cooked for me,robb n his friend last nite. Happy becuz this is my first time a friend cook for me and also first time i eat homemade foods after i come to KL =D
im Currently doing few jobs at once as a retailer. Kinda hard, Frust but no choice becuz i have financial problem.. =C
But still i looking forward to my life and i can see success path infront if i keep continuing work hard like this.
A huge clap for myself
And Congratulation Kenny =D
Life for me did not change at all.. still the same..
but some changes ofcourse.
I came to seGi ColleGe KL to study Business Administration Diploma
Principle of management is giving me a huge pressure because the lecturer sucks.
Zach cooked for me,robb n his friend last nite. Happy becuz this is my first time a friend cook for me and also first time i eat homemade foods after i come to KL =D
im Currently doing few jobs at once as a retailer. Kinda hard, Frust but no choice becuz i have financial problem.. =C
But still i looking forward to my life and i can see success path infront if i keep continuing work hard like this.
A huge clap for myself
And Congratulation Kenny =D
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