2 years ago i was studying in seGi university college,
im in loved with a girl called pauline.
After my dad passed away, i decided to study in Stamford College Malacca because of pauline's parent wanted her to go back to her hometown.
That was my fault, for making a decision because of a girl,
but anyway i studied there properly. My brother gave me money on the first month to study. No more on the following month.. I survive for few weeks, i worked in cinema.
Everyday no money eat roti.. until i really cant bare anymore.
i went back to kedah, decided not to study anymore.
Until today, i came back to study.
BUT then one of them said
1 : sometimes i'm freaking mad at you, sometimes i feel sorry for you.. you have no sense of direction and you do not know where to go..
Me : Mad for what? Sorry For what? lol.. If my last 2 chances was my wrong path in live which makes u unable to trust me, Its ok bro.. Well.. i got no Comment at all. Just that.. HOpe u wud Enjoy ur life~ ^^ Take Care bro.. lets dun talk about it.. =)
but He continued talk about this.
1 : after so much money you have wasted (dun forget a portion belongs to me) how could i not be mad? now that you're down and have no control of your life how could i not feel bad?
I'm certainly enjoying my life at this point, or a big part of it, there is one part of my life however that i'm enjoying.. which is you.
Me : Yea, A Portion Belongs To you. I remember. Dont worry. I wud pay back that sum of money to you.. I dont really like to Owe people money.. One Day.. i wud.
Now That Im Down And Have no control Of my life, Why do u have to feel bad about it? Even me myself didnt feel bad about it. Because I believe in Fate. I believe In Myself. Even Sometimes I feel Im Lost, But i keep finding Direction. i keep asking myself, why does this happens? i found the answer, Im easy being distracted. But i Wud always keep myself changing to something almost perfect. Eventho people wud disrespect me with the things i did. but i dun even mind. Because i feel that, i live in my own world, who other people doesnt even know what im doing, nobody ever tries to understand... and i dont need people to understand. I belongs to nobody, and i Belongs to myself living in my world Alone.
Im Happy to hear that you Enjoyed ur life bro.. 我会祝福你快乐平安过日子 ＝） thanks for your care..
This is it. Enjoying life. because of me? LOL! Wtf, what does it means?
Another one say
2 : Are u going to sell ikan bilis forever?
Me : yeah? i got a good connection here tho..
2 : think about it. think about ur future
After a moment,
Me : i decided to go back study
2 : We got financial issue can only support u rm500
Me : ah, Okay.. understand.
after a moment,
Me : im going to add 2 subjects into my study
2 : Sorry we can only support u RM500. we got Financial problem
me : i didnt asked u to pay, i just want ur advice.
The Third one
3 : i can only help u alil bit, im not working
me: Its ok, i understand!! Lol come on..
[ Everyday i called her ]
Me : What chu doing?
3 : Playing Mahjongg.. Call u back later
[ Everyday repeating the same thing ]
Beh guai.. =D Love it.
The first part was my wrong. But there is no second chance in life? YES THERE IS.
But give me chance to study and leave me half stuff half hungry. That my Lovely family.
i should have hate them since i was small, im so fucking regret for treating them as my brother and sister.
Well.. This is life,
Not The People out There treats us materialistic, BUT even family has no different with the others.
So Guys, Remember. Take care of ur stomach first before anyone else. Dun be like me.
=]
Night.
Ps : I hate my FuckinG FamilY
Wednesday, November 10, 2010
Tuesday, November 9, 2010
Happy Birthday
Happy Birthday to you,
Happy Birthday to you,
Happy Birthday To Zhe Jia.
Happy Birthday to you......
Your Favorite =D
Wish u long long life,
Don't fall into longkang,
Don't daydream all the time,
Don't Faint,
Drink more water,
Buy plastic,
Do exercise,
Eat orange,NOT APPLE!
Study hard,
Run more Staircase.
Eat More.
Good luck! My Sweet Bullshit~
Happy Birthday to you,
Happy Birthday To Zhe Jia.
Happy Birthday to you......
Your Favorite =D
Wish u long long life,
Don't fall into longkang,
Don't daydream all the time,
Don't Faint,
Drink more water,
Buy plastic,
Do exercise,
Eat orange,NOT APPLE!
Study hard,
Run more Staircase.
Eat More.
Good luck! My Sweet Bullshit~
Teared
Woke up late today, its about half hour late before my class start.
So i quickly take my bath and ran to station.
Was raining this morning, but still i keep running...
When i reach SeGi, Saw Wen Qian wor, She looked so shock lookin at me and ask how come so late LOL! i was like dunno telling her what, just make an action showing that over slept but dunno she know boh..
Then i went into the wrong class again, Stupid SeGi+ Student Card.
When i reach the class, Its Break time. ==
Then i just continue study loh.
i Got test next week + assignment now!
So, im gonna Guai Guai Complete all this wanna score give my JIE JIE SEE!
[ She promised buy me what i wanted ] Wakakaka! xD sorry Jie if u read this!
Wanna score in test and assignment, + a little bit of study i can get 3.7-4.0..
Jia you Nenny!!
After that went out to Movie with zach,
the movie is so touched! i found out that i got heart eh. i can cry wor hahaha!
till now just reach home, stupid monorail so many people..
Gonna start Assignment now ^^
Tatas!
Zach~
So i quickly take my bath and ran to station.
Was raining this morning, but still i keep running...
When i reach SeGi, Saw Wen Qian wor, She looked so shock lookin at me and ask how come so late LOL! i was like dunno telling her what, just make an action showing that over slept but dunno she know boh..
Then i went into the wrong class again, Stupid SeGi+ Student Card.
When i reach the class, Its Break time. ==
Then i just continue study loh.
i Got test next week + assignment now!
So, im gonna Guai Guai Complete all this wanna score give my JIE JIE SEE!
[ She promised buy me what i wanted ] Wakakaka! xD sorry Jie if u read this!
Wanna score in test and assignment, + a little bit of study i can get 3.7-4.0..
Jia you Nenny!!
After that went out to Movie with zach,
the movie is so touched! i found out that i got heart eh. i can cry wor hahaha!
till now just reach home, stupid monorail so many people..
Gonna start Assignment now ^^
Tatas!
Zach~
Sunday, November 7, 2010
Discovering
Discovered so many new songs, So nice especially CHEN SHI AN - TIAN HOU.
I love music so much, in my day routine i really need music to keep me away from being lonely =]
Btw, Today did nothing just stay in my room.
Went over the net seeking for jobs and Shopping [ Ofcourse shopping more than jobs ]
I really really wanted a Sony MP3. But no money to buy.. SAD who wanna buy for mee??!!xD
I have early class to attend tomorrow.. shud sleep at 10.30pm later but maybe will be sleeping earlier.. exhausted~
Wanna continue singing and shopping =D
Nights,
I love music so much, in my day routine i really need music to keep me away from being lonely =]
Btw, Today did nothing just stay in my room.
Went over the net seeking for jobs and Shopping [ Ofcourse shopping more than jobs ]
I really really wanted a Sony MP3. But no money to buy.. SAD who wanna buy for mee??!!xD
I have early class to attend tomorrow.. shud sleep at 10.30pm later but maybe will be sleeping earlier.. exhausted~
Wanna continue singing and shopping =D
Nights,
Saturday, November 6, 2010
7-11
What a freaking day i have today, Last night went out with kinki and wen qian till 6++ in the morning and was so exhausted, this morning i cant even wake up but my mum keep disturbing me till i get my sad ass off my bed =C
Went to SUNGAI WANG Plaza with family, they shop and i was fishing along the way.
We went to KIM GARY to have our Breaklunch lol, Its breakfast + lunch in 1 meal. Freaking Stuffed.
After that they continue shopping till 3pm and decided to go back to kedah, i was planning to drive them to Damansara area so that they can easily went back to kedah but then i lost my way and i dont really know where i am heading to. i called KINKi up and that ah boy was like u ask people roadside lah.. then i didnt. i keep on driving but then i saw a sign to CEMPAKA LRT i was so relieve. mum says she knows how to go back so i let her drive alone =C quite worry bout her..
Once i reached home i slept till 9pm wake up, then kinki FB me and tell me that she havent went back today and asked me if i am able to join them to green box.
Sang alot of songs there but didnt actually happy with my voice feel they suck =C
I cant sing along with them. kinki is so good in singing.
Just reached home and its 4.33am and baby say that she is coming at 6am. gonna reach my place around 7.30. so i have to wait lol
Kinda boring now. dun actually know what to do haha~
Felt that i wud be buried in my bed the whole day tomorrow cuz im too exhausted.
=]
Went to SUNGAI WANG Plaza with family, they shop and i was fishing along the way.
We went to KIM GARY to have our Breaklunch lol, Its breakfast + lunch in 1 meal. Freaking Stuffed.
After that they continue shopping till 3pm and decided to go back to kedah, i was planning to drive them to Damansara area so that they can easily went back to kedah but then i lost my way and i dont really know where i am heading to. i called KINKi up and that ah boy was like u ask people roadside lah.. then i didnt. i keep on driving but then i saw a sign to CEMPAKA LRT i was so relieve. mum says she knows how to go back so i let her drive alone =C quite worry bout her..
Once i reached home i slept till 9pm wake up, then kinki FB me and tell me that she havent went back today and asked me if i am able to join them to green box.
Sang alot of songs there but didnt actually happy with my voice feel they suck =C
I cant sing along with them. kinki is so good in singing.
Just reached home and its 4.33am and baby say that she is coming at 6am. gonna reach my place around 7.30. so i have to wait lol
Kinda boring now. dun actually know what to do haha~
Felt that i wud be buried in my bed the whole day tomorrow cuz im too exhausted.
=]
Friday, November 5, 2010
A Very Happy Moment in Genting
I didn't realised it was 12.30pm when a my handphone rang, The AMBANK agent called me and asked me go to the office to create my current account. Hazel called me up and told me that she was ready to go genting too and asked me what time will i be ready to go KL SENTRAL and i replied, I'M still sleeping, can you please.. Give me a few more minutes please.. pretty pleasee.. and she say okay =D
I woke up around 1.30pm and rush out to hazel's place and we go to KL SENTRAL together.. After reaching there, we separated. She went to buy ticket for the bus and i went to AMBANK to settle my banking stuffs.
Then suddenly i felt stomachache.BADLY!
Quicky rushed to toilet, but eventually my stomach didn't seems to get any better, so i decided to go buy BUSCOPAN[ stomach pain reliever ] together with hazel, after that i went to the toilet again, Total of 3 times. LOL!
It was nearly 3.00pm and Hazel have to go on bus already, so im all alone. I went to SECRET RECIPE. I ordered a Spaghetti Bolognese and a Iced Lemon Tea, Waiting about 15 minute, Hazel called up and saying that her family already had came down from Genting Highland. So she wanted to come back to me, and i asked her to come here.
Another 15 minute passed and she reached my place. FINALLY MY FOOD REACHES. Wtf!
She Ordered Spaghetti Meatball, i ordered a Banana Split too.
Same thing happened. Stupid Service.
Hazel got a very very nice spaghetti which the Meatball looks like shit. oh my god.
She didnt even touch the whole plate LOL!.
I ended up doing lotsa crazy stuff with the foods.
Good Meatballs and New Recipe from Secret Recipe =D
My Bao Bei, Kitty was late. I was planning to scold her 99 if she were late for not hearing what i've planned for her but she reached on time SAD! i didnt get a chance to bully her =C
So, Hazel ended up going back home sadly. hahahahaha!
Me and Kitty went to Genting together =D Happy! because Hazel is not there to disturb [ HAHAHA! ]
On the way to Genting, I keep disturb my baby, didnt give her a chance to have a piee of mind and hearing her music xD [ Annoyed ]
We reached there about 7.30pm and Mum and Marisa was waiting at the lobby of Resort Hotel.. Marisa ran over and hugged me, THE EVIL UNCLE Muahaha..
then we go back to the room and rest while and and MARISA were bullying each other by drawing make up on our face =) Damn COOL!
I look like ghost and Marisa looks like Uncle with Punched face.
Then i kicked her out of the room with ugly make up on her face HAHAHA!
After playing and bath we went to Pizza Hut for our dinner.. Quite a moment since i ate Pizza Hut. After that, as usual we went back to room and sleep , didn't went to clubbing =C
In The Night.. i bully Kitty muahahahaha!
Second day, I was so frustrated when mum open the lights to wake me up.. i scolded the whole world hahaha!
After Breakfast at Burger King, We went to Outdoor and play.. Quite Fun because i can see my niece really happy, its been a moment didn't saw her smiles =)
Make Ups! =D i know its OMG, no choice. DARING! and i Dun wanna Lose
Im really happy to have my baby accompany me all the time there..
After we came back from outdoor, we went to Cybercafe together! It COST RM15.00/Hour! WooooT Expensive! My SDO really really suck maybe too long didnt really practice that game..
We came back from Genting around 5.30 and i SESAT JALAN in KL omg!
Brought mum to eat Lok Lok and Zhia's Kitchen in Sunway Pyramid.
We ended up very Stuffed cuz all of us ate alot haha!
Its Actually kinda normal trip, But because of stupid things, it became memorial =)
Nights~!
Ps : I love you Baby!
: Sorry Gor, Was planned to reach home earlier and wanted to go over your place
But i can't make it. =C
I woke up around 1.30pm and rush out to hazel's place and we go to KL SENTRAL together.. After reaching there, we separated. She went to buy ticket for the bus and i went to AMBANK to settle my banking stuffs.
Then suddenly i felt stomachache.BADLY!
Quicky rushed to toilet, but eventually my stomach didn't seems to get any better, so i decided to go buy BUSCOPAN[ stomach pain reliever ] together with hazel, after that i went to the toilet again, Total of 3 times. LOL!
It was nearly 3.00pm and Hazel have to go on bus already, so im all alone. I went to SECRET RECIPE. I ordered a Spaghetti Bolognese and a Iced Lemon Tea, Waiting about 15 minute, Hazel called up and saying that her family already had came down from Genting Highland. So she wanted to come back to me, and i asked her to come here.
Another 15 minute passed and she reached my place. FINALLY MY FOOD REACHES. Wtf!
She Ordered Spaghetti Meatball, i ordered a Banana Split too.
Same thing happened. Stupid Service.
Hazel got a very very nice spaghetti which the Meatball looks like shit. oh my god.
She didnt even touch the whole plate LOL!.
I ended up doing lotsa crazy stuff with the foods.
Good Meatballs and New Recipe from Secret Recipe =D
My Bao Bei, Kitty was late. I was planning to scold her 99 if she were late for not hearing what i've planned for her but she reached on time SAD! i didnt get a chance to bully her =C
So, Hazel ended up going back home sadly. hahahahaha!
Me and Kitty went to Genting together =D Happy! because Hazel is not there to disturb [ HAHAHA! ]
On the way to Genting, I keep disturb my baby, didnt give her a chance to have a piee of mind and hearing her music xD [ Annoyed ]
We reached there about 7.30pm and Mum and Marisa was waiting at the lobby of Resort Hotel.. Marisa ran over and hugged me, THE EVIL UNCLE Muahaha..
then we go back to the room and rest while and and MARISA were bullying each other by drawing make up on our face =) Damn COOL!
I look like ghost and Marisa looks like Uncle with Punched face.
Then i kicked her out of the room with ugly make up on her face HAHAHA!
After playing and bath we went to Pizza Hut for our dinner.. Quite a moment since i ate Pizza Hut. After that, as usual we went back to room and sleep , didn't went to clubbing =C
In The Night.. i bully Kitty muahahahaha!
Second day, I was so frustrated when mum open the lights to wake me up.. i scolded the whole world hahaha!
After Breakfast at Burger King, We went to Outdoor and play.. Quite Fun because i can see my niece really happy, its been a moment didn't saw her smiles =)
Make Ups! =D i know its OMG, no choice. DARING! and i Dun wanna Lose
Im really happy to have my baby accompany me all the time there..
After we came back from outdoor, we went to Cybercafe together! It COST RM15.00/Hour! WooooT Expensive! My SDO really really suck maybe too long didnt really practice that game..
We came back from Genting around 5.30 and i SESAT JALAN in KL omg!
Brought mum to eat Lok Lok and Zhia's Kitchen in Sunway Pyramid.
We ended up very Stuffed cuz all of us ate alot haha!
Its Actually kinda normal trip, But because of stupid things, it became memorial =)
Nights~!
Ps : I love you Baby!
: Sorry Gor, Was planned to reach home earlier and wanted to go over your place
But i can't make it. =C
Wednesday, November 3, 2010
Back
IM back to my blogging life after stopping for quite a moment.
Life for me did not change at all.. still the same..
but some changes ofcourse.
I came to seGi ColleGe KL to study Business Administration Diploma
Principle of management is giving me a huge pressure because the lecturer sucks.
Zach cooked for me,robb n his friend last nite. Happy becuz this is my first time a friend cook for me and also first time i eat homemade foods after i come to KL =D
im Currently doing few jobs at once as a retailer. Kinda hard, Frust but no choice becuz i have financial problem.. =C
But still i looking forward to my life and i can see success path infront if i keep continuing work hard like this.
A huge clap for myself
And Congratulation Kenny =D
Life for me did not change at all.. still the same..
but some changes ofcourse.
I came to seGi ColleGe KL to study Business Administration Diploma
Principle of management is giving me a huge pressure because the lecturer sucks.
Zach cooked for me,robb n his friend last nite. Happy becuz this is my first time a friend cook for me and also first time i eat homemade foods after i come to KL =D
im Currently doing few jobs at once as a retailer. Kinda hard, Frust but no choice becuz i have financial problem.. =C
But still i looking forward to my life and i can see success path infront if i keep continuing work hard like this.
A huge clap for myself
And Congratulation Kenny =D
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