Friday, November 12, 2010

Low Profile

How sweet it is, Staying in a place where nobody knows you.
You can actually do what you want, its so relaxing..
Dancing all the way in LRT, Jumping and Hopping around.
This World is Great!

Anyway, Woke Up quite late. Im Sick =C
Wearing jacket whole day still felt cold.
Do assignment while chatting with Viny.. she's funny. [ Enjoyed ]
Hazel came, i lend her my phone.. Since her phone spoilt =]
She helped me so much.. have to help her back. we are best friend ^^
7++ went to Pasar Malam.. Buy Buy Buy Eat Eat Eat.
Now i just realised, How nice is Carrot Juice with no sugar and ice =]
It Taste SWEET!!
Reached home about 11+
Clean room, Clean My Body.. takes me quite a moment..
Chat with Viny again.. Dunno what so much to chat about LOL!
Went to have my supper with my housemate ERIC.
Talked about the live i had in the past. Thats why i realised how nice is styaing in Low Profile =D
I just came back and now chatting with Viny again ==
LOL!
Gonna Continue my Malaysian Study now, till i tired then sleep =]

Thursday, November 11, 2010

Its Good, When u say it is

I wonder, What is human?
We're blind when we fall in love with someone.
Everything would be very pretty and lovely eventhough its ugly.
Is this what everybody call it beautiful world?
but every truth is actually ugly.
Shit smells stink! But when we smell it, we wud keep on wanting to find that smell, if its still there.

Came back from Zach's place around 2,
Kinki called up asking me to accompany her to find school, and i went.
She's such a lil girl, Shy to ask about the academy detail and i've became the one who wanted to study there =.=
She treated me a i dunno what bihun with oyster inside.
Walked around and came back in the nite.
So i call it a day =)
Henley sent me a message written "=) <3<3"
Thats rude when u write that after broke up.

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

Pass And Current

2 years ago i was studying in seGi university college,
im in loved with a girl called pauline.
After my dad passed away, i decided to study in Stamford College Malacca because of pauline's parent wanted her to go back to her hometown.
That was my fault, for making a decision because of a girl,
but anyway i studied there properly. My brother gave me money on the first month to study. No more on the following month.. I survive for few weeks, i worked in cinema.
Everyday no money eat roti.. until i really cant bare anymore.
i went back to kedah, decided not to study anymore.
Until today, i came back to study.
BUT then one of them said
1 : sometimes i'm freaking mad at you, sometimes i feel sorry for you.. you have no sense of direction and you do not know where to go..

Me : Mad for what? Sorry For what? lol.. If my last 2 chances was my wrong path in live which makes u unable to trust me, Its ok bro.. Well.. i got no Comment at all. Just that.. HOpe u wud Enjoy ur life~ ^^ Take Care bro.. lets dun talk about it.. =)

but He continued talk about this.
1 : after so much money you have wasted (dun forget a portion belongs to me) how could i not be mad? now that you're down and have no control of your life how could i not feel bad?
I'm certainly enjoying my life at this point, or a big part of it, there is one part of my life however that i'm enjoying.. which is you.

Me : Yea, A Portion Belongs To you. I remember. Dont worry. I wud pay back that sum of money to you.. I dont really like to Owe people money.. One Day.. i wud.
Now That Im Down And Have no control Of my life, Why do u have to feel bad about it? Even me myself didnt feel bad about it. Because I believe in Fate. I believe In Myself. Even Sometimes I feel Im Lost, But i keep finding Direction. i keep asking myself, why does this happens? i found the answer, Im easy being distracted. But i Wud always keep myself changing to something almost perfect. Eventho people wud disrespect me with the things i did. but i dun even mind. Because i feel that, i live in my own world, who other people doesnt even know what im doing, nobody ever tries to understand... and i dont need people to understand. I belongs to nobody, and i Belongs to myself living in my world Alone.
Im Happy to hear that you Enjoyed ur life bro.. 我会祝福你快乐平安过日子 =) thanks for your care..

This is it. Enjoying life. because of me? LOL! Wtf, what does it means?

Another one say

2 : Are u going to sell ikan bilis forever?
Me : yeah? i got a good connection here tho..
2 : think about it. think about ur future
After a moment,
Me : i decided to go back study
2 : We got financial issue can only support u rm500
Me : ah, Okay.. understand.
after a moment,
Me : im going to add 2 subjects into my study
2 : Sorry we can only support u RM500. we got Financial problem
me : i didnt asked u to pay, i just want ur advice.

The Third one

3 : i can only help u alil bit, im not working
me: Its ok, i understand!! Lol come on..
[ Everyday i called her ]
Me : What chu doing?
3 : Playing Mahjongg.. Call u back later
[ Everyday repeating the same thing ]
Beh guai.. =D Love it.

The first part was my wrong. But there is no second chance in life? YES THERE IS.
But give me chance to study and leave me half stuff half hungry. That my Lovely family.

i should have hate them since i was small, im so fucking regret for treating them as my brother and sister.
Well.. This is life,
Not The People out There treats us materialistic, BUT even family has no different with the others.

So Guys, Remember. Take care of ur stomach first before anyone else. Dun be like me.
=]
Night.
Ps : I hate my FuckinG FamilY

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

Happy Birthday

Happy Birthday to you,
Happy Birthday to you,
Happy Birthday To Zhe Jia.
Happy Birthday to you......

Your Favorite =D

Wish u long long life,
Don't fall into longkang,
Don't daydream all the time,
Don't Faint,
Drink more water,
Buy plastic,
Do exercise,
Eat orange,NOT APPLE!
Study hard,
Run more Staircase.
Eat More.

Good luck! My Sweet Bullshit~

Teared

Woke up late today, its about half hour late before my class start.
So i quickly take my bath and ran to station.
Was raining this morning, but still i keep running...
When i reach SeGi, Saw Wen Qian wor, She looked so shock lookin at me and ask how come so late LOL! i was like dunno telling her what, just make an action showing that over slept but dunno she know boh..
Then i went into the wrong class again, Stupid SeGi+ Student Card.
When i reach the class, Its Break time. ==
Then i just continue study loh.
i Got test next week + assignment now!
So, im gonna Guai Guai Complete all this wanna score give my JIE JIE SEE!
[ She promised buy me what i wanted ] Wakakaka! xD sorry Jie if u read this!
Wanna score in test and assignment, + a little bit of study i can get 3.7-4.0..
Jia you Nenny!!
After that went out to Movie with zach,
the movie is so touched! i found out that i got heart eh. i can cry wor hahaha!
till now just reach home, stupid monorail so many people..
Gonna start Assignment now ^^
Tatas!


Zach~

Sunday, November 7, 2010

Discovering

Discovered so many new songs, So nice especially CHEN SHI AN - TIAN HOU.
I love music so much, in my day routine i really need music to keep me away from being lonely =]
Btw, Today did nothing just stay in my room.
Went over the net seeking for jobs and Shopping [ Ofcourse shopping more than jobs ]
I really really wanted a Sony MP3. But no money to buy.. SAD who wanna buy for mee??!!xD
I have early class to attend tomorrow.. shud sleep at 10.30pm later but maybe will be sleeping earlier.. exhausted~
Wanna continue singing and shopping =D
Nights,

Saturday, November 6, 2010

7-11

What a freaking day i have today, Last night went out with kinki and wen qian till 6++ in the morning and was so exhausted, this morning i cant even wake up but my mum keep disturbing me till i get my sad ass off my bed =C
Went to SUNGAI WANG Plaza with family, they shop and i was fishing along the way.
We went to KIM GARY to have our Breaklunch lol, Its breakfast + lunch in 1 meal. Freaking Stuffed.
After that they continue shopping till 3pm and decided to go back to kedah, i was planning to drive them to Damansara area so that they can easily went back to kedah but then i lost my way and i dont really know where i am heading to. i called KINKi up and that ah boy was like u ask people roadside lah.. then i didnt. i keep on driving but then i saw a sign to CEMPAKA LRT i was so relieve. mum says she knows how to go back so i let her drive alone =C quite worry bout her..
Once i reached home i slept till 9pm wake up, then kinki FB me and tell me that she havent went back today and asked me if i am able to join them to green box.
Sang alot of songs there but didnt actually happy with my voice feel they suck =C
I cant sing along with them. kinki is so good in singing.
Just reached home and its 4.33am and baby say that she is coming at 6am. gonna reach my place around 7.30. so i have to wait lol
Kinda boring now. dun actually know what to do haha~
Felt that i wud be buried in my bed the whole day tomorrow cuz im too exhausted.
=]