Emo

What happen to me? I scolded her like shit. LOL!
Today, wake up till sleep dunno what happen. oh my god,
i cant remember what i do the whole day..
I just miss yaw chuan So Muchx. ofcuz u also.
one day pass. Tomorrow another day, life is so meaningless.
i dun know what i want
what i need
what is my objective
What my life is all about.
i feel empty.
i more is, im crazy. i can feel it.

Sorry, im not that into you

Do you think i am a kid?
Who do u think i am to you?
One word for u, SIAL.
You've been couple with me before for 10 months, u never know that do not lie and test me? because u're just wasting ur time.
Who am i to u? someone who u want to come back then come back, want to go then go. have u ever fucking care about my feeling before. Bullshit.
I have my life. Sorry, im not that into u =)

Faizal Tahir - Coba [ I mean it to u idiot =.= ]

Coba kau dengar
Coba kau coba
Diam bila ku coba
Tuk berbicara dengan kamu

Pernahkah kau ada
Bila ku perlu
Tuk meluahkan rasa hati

Dan bila kau bersuara
Setia ku mendengar
Agar tenang kau merasa

Siapa
Sebenarnya aku padamu
Mungkin sama dengan teman lain
Yang bisa kau buat begitu

Dan bila
Tiada lagi teman bermain
Kau pulang mendapatkan aku
Itulah aku padamu

Coba kau lihat
Coba kau cuba
Renung ke mata aku
Bila ku kaku melihatmu

Pernahkah kau ada
Bila ku perlu
Tuk menyatakan rasa sakit
Dalam diri

Dan bila kau perlu
Setia ku menunggu
Agar senang kau merasa

Siapa
Sebenarnya aku padamu
Mungkin sama dengan teman lain
Yang bisa kau buat begitu
Dan bila
Tiada lagi teman bermain
Kau pulang mendapatkan aku
Itulah aku padamu

Maafkan kerana aku tak pernah
Terlintas tuk menulis pada mu
Salahkan ku
Tak mungkin lagi aku meminta
Untuk kau mendengar
Untuk kau melihat ke mataku

Siapa
Sebenarnya aku padamu
Mungkin sama dengan teman lain
Yang bisa kau buat begitu
Dan bila
Tiada lagi teman bermain
kau pulang mendapatkan aku
itulah aku padamu

Aku OD.

Today, i realized there is more beautiful sky in the world.
I realized there is more people who loves me, care about me, cry for me.
I feel touched that GOD have eyes and its fair even i dun have what i want.

i Have a wiSh for my everyday cycle :
Dear Sun, please make my day Smooth and steadY
Dear Moon, Please make my night sweet and Sexy.

i want a smooth day, working, Enjoy drink tea time.
I want everyday with smile when i walk out of the gate.
I want a sweet night which i can hug u to sleep.
i want a night u would lay down on my chest and spend our night chatting and enjoy moon.

Mari continue.
Last night sleep at 9 in da morning Wtf because chat with someone till 6++am and she makes me feeeeel happi till cant sleep ( of course ada hisap bong la )
today wake up so late, in the evening.
after wake up i clean house, then kena 1 bong and eat.
after that i call chuan and he pick me then we both go honeymoon to ss15 and go take porn 500GB sial~!
After come home, dunno why she dun want answer my call.. then answer....
we tok tok tok..and i got to know that she's jealous =P Am i right? u know who u are.
and its a happy ending.. i love today and tonight.
Have Chuan and u accompany me.. my life is wonderful!
Muacks For u Both! Claps Claps~
Now just finnish McD. wanna go room sleep le.. very tired..
sleep le tomorrow wait for her back home and accompany her.. make her happy!
I love you~ ( you )
Muacks!
Good Night Guys~


[ Ini muka Lost Dan OD ]

Apa Telah jadi?

Today i Speak malay.

Apa telah terjadi padaku? Saya bangun pada pukul 2.30 petang.
pas bangun, Straight stone sampai yaw chuan call aku dan straight aku lari gi mandi.
malas Sial!
Pastu, kami gi cari thomas ambil 500gb punya Porn, Yaw Chuan dah tergesa gesa ngan porn itu.. =.= perogol la dia..
Tapi, malangnya itu babi pukimak tiang tidur dan tak angkat telepon. haha~
Pastu aku ngan chuan gi makan old town ( dia belanja ) xP
Bila aku sampai kat umah, ambik 1 bomb tidur pulak. pastu kena gerak ngan kawan aku, suruh aku gi makan KFC, burn anak lelaki Pundek belanja. huhu.
pastu Stone again sampai Skang. =.= Sial punya Hidup.
Aku nak Gi jadi pemalas dah.. ba bye.

A Final Sad Dayz

After 6 days i closed myself in the house,
Today night, Im Done. Cheered up by my friends.
They Popped me! My Gosh.. im Quita happy..
Tomorrow wanna Concentrate on my work already.. i have no more time to fool and play around anymore... things changed...!
I shud cry because of her that much. she hurt me. lols.
And Shows that i love her, so i let her do what she wants.
She happy = i happy
i happy = something bad happened.
i guess all my blog friend know this haha!

Pain Pain

BullShit Man, What happened to me? Being hurt by a girl so damn fucking deep?
It Hurts It Hurts it Hurts It Hurts..
this time, i am trying to forget her, but i hurt myself.
Tears are dropping all the way. I cant believe im alone..
I Cant believe this Would happen. I am Alone! Gosh it Makes Me go Crazyy
Its 100x more pain than i went into jail.
its 100x more pain when i crashed in a accident.
This is So, Pathetic Yeah it is.

BroKen HearT

My Heart Is Broken Like Wave
My broken HearT ShakEn Like Wind
My Heart Vanish Like SmoKe
It CanT Be RemoVed Like Tatoos
I Sigh Deeply as iF a GrounD is GoinG to Cave it
Only Dusts Are Pilled In my Mind - Saying GOodByE
i Thought I WouldnT Live Even One DaY WithOut Euu
But SomeHow I ManaGed To Live On LonGer Than i ThoughT
You DonT AnsweR AnyThiNg As i CrY OuT - I Miss You
I Hope For a Vain Expectation buT Now ItS UseLess
What is It AbouT The Next Person To You? Do You MakE HIm Cry?
Dear, Can you even See Me? Did u Forget Me Completely?
I am Worried, I am Anxiety Because I CanT Get CloSe Nor Talk To You
I SpenD WhoLe NighT AlonE, EraSinG ThouGhts Of ThouSanD Times And MemoRies.
Day by Day, I Become DuLL.
If You Saw Me On The Street One Day, Act Like U DidnT See Me anD Go On Ur DirecTion.
If U Keep Thinking About Our Past, I will Go To You SecretLy.
Atleast that u are happy.
Even Smallest Regret Wont Left Out Ever, Please Live Well, as If i Should Feel Jealous.
You ShoulD Be Like The BriGhT Sky and The WhiTe ClouD.
Yes, You ShoulD SmilE Like NothInG Happens.
I Hope YouR HearT FeeS Relieves.
ThosE TeaRs Will Dry ComPletEly, As Time Pass By.
It Would Have Hurt Less If We Didnt See Each Other at all.
i PraY For You
DonT Look Back And Leave!!
DonT Find me AgaIn anD LiVE On!!
BecaUse I Have No Regrets Of LoviNG You
Take Only The GOod MomEnT
I can Bare It In SomeWay DonT Worry, I Can Stand In SomeWay Too.
You ShouLd Be Happi If You are Like This,
Day By Day, I will become Dull..
Oh baby, I Cry, You're My Alll....
im SayiNG GooD byE.

To : Voon PauLine,
My So CalleD - Bee.