TALON RO IS NOT FAIR

Ban Me for KSING, But i got evidence that i did not KS.
And i screwed them, They ended up doesnt wanna look at it because its behaviour case?
i Mean come on~ they are the one who doesnt look at things properly before making a decision to ban. They Deserve my screw.

Pressure

I stop working with Overtime Setapak already.
Now I felt stress because me and warren are planning to start our own business once my car got here.
But then we are lack of capital..
A business cannot even start without capital so its pointless.
I dont know what to do now.. Still planning.

你不是真正的快乐。

人 群中 哭着 你只想变成透明的颜色
ren qun zhong ku zhe ni zhi xiang bian cheng tou ming de yan se
你再也不会梦 或痛 或心动了
ni zai ye bu hui meng huo tong huo xin dong le
你已经决定了 你已经决定了
ni yi jing jue ding le ni yi jing jue ding le

你 静静 忍着 紧紧把昨天在拳心握着
ni jing jing ren zhe jin jin ba zuo tian zai quan xin wo zhe
而回忆越是甜 就是 越伤人了
er hui yi yue shi tian jiu shi yue shang ren le
越是在 手心留下 密密麻麻 深深浅浅 的刀割
yue shi zai shou xin liu xia mi mi ma ma shen shen qian qian de dao ge

你不是真正的快乐 你的笑只是你穿的保护色
ni bu shi zhen zheng de kuai le ni de xiao zhi shi ni chuan de ba hu se
你决定不恨了 也决定不爱了
ni jue ding bu hen le ye jue ding bu ai le
把你的灵魂关在永远锁上的躯壳
ba ni de ling hun guan zai yong yuan suo shang de qu ke

这 世界 笑了 于是你合群的一起笑了
zhe shi jie xiao le yu shi ni he qun de yi qi xiao le
当生存是规则 不是 你的选择
dang sheng cun shi qui zhe bu shi ni de xuan ze
于是你 含着泪痕 飘飘荡荡 跌跌撞撞 的走着
yu shi ni han zhe lei hen piao piao dang dang die die zhuang zhuang de zou zhe

你不是真正的快乐 你的笑只是你穿的保护色
ni bu shi zhen zheng de kuai le ni de xiao zhi shi ni chuan de bao hu se
你决定不恨了 也决定不爱了
ni jue ding bu hen le ye jue ding bu ai le
把你的灵魂关在永远锁上的躯壳
ba ni de ling hun guan zai yong yuan suo shang de qu ke

你不是真正的快乐 你的伤从不肯完全的癒合
ni bu shi zhen zheng de kuai le ni de shang cong bu ken wan quan de yu he
我站在你左侧 却像隔着银河
wo zhan zai ni zuo ce que xiang ge zhe yin he
难道就真的抱着遗憾一直到老了 然后才后悔着
nan dao jiu zhen de bao zhe yi han yi zhi dao lao le ran hou cai hou hui zhe

你值得真正的快乐 你应该脱下你穿的保护色
ni zhi de zhen zheng de kuai le ni ying gai tuo xia ni chuan de bao hu se
为什么失去了 还要被惩罚呢
wei shen me shi qu le hai yao be zheng fa ne
能不能就让 悲伤全部 结束在此刻 重新开始活着
neng bu neng jiu rang bei shang quan bu jie su zai ci ke zhong xin kai shi huo zhe

Things Changed

Looking back to the past.
I am someone who knows about business.
do business, and run my life good. atleast better.
But now, im back to college life, using my sister and brother's money to survive.
It is true that i have to bare through this time so that atleast i learn something new?
Maybe yes.
But then i live a damn hard life out here...
Eventho i changed alot.

Eventho,
I succeed in stop taking drugs.
I succeed in slowing down my own temper.
I succeed to look things much wise than last time it was.
But i made things even harder for me. :(

Pray for myself that this nightmare goes away faster.

26/12/2010

Today she went to japan.
I will be waiting for her 1 week..
I promised i will guai guai ^^
Sleep at 12am latest,
Smoke less
Dun kao lui
No flirting
Eat more
Be positive
Ofcuz missing her ^^
To Her : Baby I will miss u miss u miss u, have fun!! n dear wait u^^ Muahhhsss!

19/12/2010

This morning, i woke up late to work..
But my morning is just great..
Thinking bout her last night.
The _ _ _ _ _ _ <3 that she posted for me
Plus, i saw her message this morning makes me feel like " damn i have such a great fresh morning "
I work and smsed with her in the aftrnoon, Sadly i didnt get a chance to see her..
Oh well, fate doesn't go this way =[
I still feel happoie that she smsed me.
Was painting while learning how to talk more bout others..
I realised something, something deep inside..
If you wanted people to understand you, You need to understand about people too.
1 people working hard to change doesn't make any changes.
You need both to work things out. This is what wife and husband for in this world.
Love doesnt mean the boy have to protect the girl and be the hero all the time.
Girl's have things to do to, moral support, care, loves, teamwork, assists.
In Chinese we say, 1 hand clap, no sound will be produced.
I tended to test her tonight. Im Sorry to you~
But to know what she has in her mind? To know each other more or not,
Whether she know what is love? Know what she wants?
I know, She's smart, She good in education, she has what she wants
She tend to think that things are perfect with what she's done.
But If someone's perfect, the world wont be stable anymore.
People Gets sensitive, because people care.
Nobody get sensitive if they don't give a damn to a thing.
Example, When u care about ur laptop, a single small scratch, You'll feel pain and hurt. But if u dun care about it, If it fall down from 10th floor to Ground Floor. You Dont give a damn about that shit.
I wonder why does she cant understand about this?
Does it worth?
For me to give all my love to her and let her say disappointing compliment everyday??
Everyday, and i just say sorry all the time.
Why can't she wait for my reply?
Im working, i know im poor. Not rich and has to work.
But why do i have to work hard and look for extra commisions?
Don't she ever think about its for her?
Buying stuff, Going out, Planning future..
Im someone who look further in the future, Not today and ends tomorrow.
I felt very sad, very disappointed too.
I Hope she can understand about it.

Kenny 19/12/2010

Back in the Past

I know you since i was 9 years old, you were fat, stupid, idiot. I hated you so much. Everytime i see you i complain. But everytime i went to find your brother, i always have to suffer looking at you in the living room watching Cartoon Network/Disney Channel with ur legs high in the sofa. You Suck.
You always being a disturbance to me. If im going to rate you, I'll give u 1/2 over 10.
I wud hate u even more if sharlene is there with you. You guys would make stupid stuff.
The only way to solve the problem is asking Chuan to expel you guys out of the room. Jumping around like monkeys. Oh My Gosh is the only word i use to describe you.

You begin to get better at the age of 12. But i still hate u. I remembered when the computer is in your room, You and Huey Huey took Chuan's underwear and play with it. The MOST disgusting shit ever. I know its Sharlene not you, But still vice versa same gang. You stand and laugh like shit too. Chuan's really really mad that time. Haha!

At the age of 13 and 14, you changed alot. Thats where i begin to take u as a sister. You started to know what is a Human Being supposed to be. Maybe games changed you, I dont know. Because you started to mixed around that time. At the age of 13, Before we became brother and sister, i once chased you and dumb you. Telling you. to remember, I Won't fall in love with a girl like you.

You started to changed lot and lot, When you couple with JP and Jf, thats the moment im scared of you changing into bad girls. With your punks and emo picture. I felt so worry about you.I dislike JP that moment because i dont think he's a nice guy for u, he's mixing WP too. In This moment, you changed into someone very shy. You get blushed easily.. haha~

After you guys broke up, Once again i chase you when i broke up with PL. This time, Im serious. But when PL came back to me, I chose her. Im sorry i broke your heart
You transfered to Sapura Smart School after you finnished your PMR, i didn't expect you to get such result. Because you're dumb but then you did =] Proud of you. You became very smart in several aspects. You even stop arguing with your family anymore and co-operated with them. Our brother and sister love getting deeper and deeper because we have lots of topic to talk about.

Until one night, we chat and dared each other, i was planning to cheat u. Asking for Chuan's help. But Chuan told me, " If you wanna win, Win a good way, No Cheating! ". I answer, " Im scared i would fall in love if i really chase her with all my effort", but i told myself before i promised this game to start. " I won't fall in love no worries, She's just a sister to me and im have to win her roses to laugh at her " When i started to chase u im still myself. I keep thinking about how to get you all day and night. But one day, when im in Midvalley with my housemate, i saw a pretty cloth for girl. I realised the first one appears in my mind is you. Im asking myself does this cloth suits sinyin?? I begin to imagine about our promise to skating on 12th December 2010 and keep thinking how to tell my boss that i want to off that day. But i failed. Until today i keep imagine about it. I regret of telling you, " Remember i won't fall in love with a girl like You".............
I Guess I fell in love.


Kenny.

Why Can't Anyone Understands Me?

I don't understand why it's hurting me deeper,
I must do something bout it, But i don't mean to,
What I'm trying to say is that I Love You.
I just feel like this is coming to an end,
And it's better for me to let it go now than holding on,
And Keep Hurting Myself.
Was thinking bout u, thinking bout me.. how am i gonna confess it to you?
There is so many things blocking my way to you,even you step further away when i step closer to you.
I swear i feel very sad, Feeling that u ignored me,Didn't know how to give u all my love,Im disappointed in myself.
Damn i Nearly Cried, When i sit down and think about it alone.
Your 1 message, 1 reply wud make me happy, your 1 night chat cud make me happy whole day and night.
When i think bout u i smiled, i cant even stop smiling.
But i know, im just a taxi for u to ride and leave.
I don't think you're gonna change, its better to go on separate way.
Why should i continue love you this way since im hurting, and sad?
Baby I Love You, I don't care about anything, I want you.
I'm twisted cuz one side of me is tellin' me that I need to move on
On the other side I wanna break down and cry.

These are my confessions
Man I'm thrown and I don't know what to do,
When im going to tell you, Im going to tell you all about it.
I supposed to Stand up Like a Man, But i fell like a Women.

Hope u Saw this,
Ps : I need You

My Sweetest Memory In Life~

17th November 2010
I was so bored at home, Sleeping, online, eat, hear mp3
Thinking about any better activity to do,
Think...Think...Think....
Nothing came out its late, somewhere around 7pm
i went to Mamak downstair eat something..
after that i came back to the room,
started to think...think..and think again.
Yen suddenly Facebook me, a sister of my ex, who i used to care, love.
Seems like she had forgotten bout it..
She came all the way from langkawi to KL for vacation.
She asked me to go for ice skating in Sunway Pyramid on the next day,
and i accepted the offer.
I felt like, Does she really doesnt even remember a shit bout us?
i felt sad, She just invited me like " kenny, let go to ice skating tomorrow in sunway pyramid, are u free? if free come ok "
Oh well, just forget bout it and stop thinking.
After that i just continue do the lamest act in the world, online jerking around.
In the night, i told hazel that im taking my phone from her, then i went to her place and we ate supper together. Chit chat Chit Chat till midnight around 1Am ++

18th November 2010
After supper i went home, threw my phone aside without turning it ON, decided to turn it on the next day.
But then....
I went to my laptop, i saw message from YEN again,
She say that she has urgenting thing,
Written " EMERGENCY EMERGENCY "
i was like " OMG What Happened!! "
She said, "Nah, Just wanna go overnight at your place, and i say okay.. "
But she don't dare to take taxi alone, so i went over to pick her up.
I talked to mummy and win that night, they treat me kinda nice, [ touched for mummy ]
And Yen doesnt stop talking on the phone, didnt know who called her so many times LoL!
That night, i let her sleep in my room and i slept outside LOL kesian right?
No choice Yen punya pasal. haha..
Study the whole night till 7am in the morning and she was sleeping..
I decided to walk out to find some food for her, So i went out walking,
Finding the whole Pandan Indah, But can't look for any shit kuih or malay nasi lemak in the morning because its Raya Haji that day.
Oh well, i just tapao Nasi Lemak from Mamak store for her, No choice.
I also drew a stupid so-called picture for her, With notes behind.
[Uploading it Tomorrow ]
She woke up when i reached home, came out and eat her nasi lemak.
i take spoon and fork for her, ready everything for her, like im taking care of a kid LOL! [ Much more better than i take care of my GF ] xD
after that, im so freaking tired so i went to sleep.
i asked her to wake me up 1 hour later but she didnt, she let me sleep till 11+ if im not mistaken.
While sleeping, i felt something keep kacau my shoulder,
it annoys me from sleep, so i moved my body,
it continuously annoys me till i wake up and suddenly see her Yen standing there
I was in a so Freaking Shocked With the stupid act!
Yen was laughing like crazy after that and she called me KENNY GAGA. Bad Yen!
i woke up and laugh at myself tho =.- stupid kenny.
After that we get ready and went to Berjaya Times Square and Sungei Wang.
Well, That time, i saw a Freak Shopping like crazy,
Maybe langkawi people never saw huge shopping centre so she shops like stupid freak hahaha! Sorry yen!
Nonstop walking, and im nonstop following her, Like a PA [ Personal Assistant ]
i was so exhausted that moment and that is also my first time accompany a girl shops that crazily. i dun shop with girl because im lazy.
Oh well.. i dont know what mood she's in but she made me felt dying haha!
She bought lots of shirt there, they are cheap, RM15-RM30 1 shirt.
Oh ya! we went to T-bowl restaurant too!
Funny thing here~
We sat down and order first,
then we realised Different types people sit beside us accordingly,
From Student - Couple - Employee - Married Adult - Aged Unties.
The Group of old untie is bullying the cashier,
Asking bout his age, how long working and stuff,like wanna tackle that guy LOL!
We found a FeedBack Paper on the table for customer to comment

Name : Kenny
Phone Number : 0175221047
0166452074
0124272391 [ this 1 at the top ]
FeedBack : Something Like, no need upgrade ad .. becuz its too suck
Lots More nice stuff Forgot d LOL!
After that we Continue shopping,
Shop Shop shop till about 7pm.
Oh the way going back home, at Timesquare's Monorail station
We saw an Advertistment writen " Selamat Datang ke Taiwan " [ Welcome To Taiwan ]
Was like SWT! Wth is that, This is Malaysia.



Also took a few pictures Stupidly telling us that we went to Taiwan together
[ Hallucinate ] CoooL~~ =.=







Its Raining at the moment, I ran over surrounding place and can't even find a taxi to get home, so we waited for 15 minutes, Still no taxi. The Best Part is,
I Suggested Yen to run in the rain back home with me, and i tell her its just about 3-5 minute walk away [ its 10-15minute ] hahaha!
And we Started!! xD


[ Mei, You Cover ur head for what? Sure will Wet De!! Ben Dan ]


[ Fat Kitty GaGa! ]



We Splashed Each other badly, The Only Water-Proof Place Is our Ass! HAHAHA!
Then we reached home, My housemate, Patricia saw us wet and she was like, OMG! KIDS!
Hahaha!
After Shopping, People usually counting about how much money they spent and how to survive next or things like this. BUT this is different.
She's counting her STOCK! LOL! COOLEST HUMAN IN THE WORLD@@


[ This is The stocks ]


[ A " Ang Kong " sitting infront all of the stuffs ]

I made her smile while walking in the rain.. Im so freaking happy, i dont know why..

Oh Well, Its time to go back~
I bring her to bukit jalil bus terminal
and she looked so exhausted but when i ask her " are u tired ? " she always say no.
we went to Mcdonald somewhere near that area.
When we go back to the bus terminal, we called a cab,
When reached bus terminal we still got 1 hour left there.
Sitting there waiting, Both of us fell asleep.
Suddenly im awake and asked for her handphone.
She cant find it, And she tells me that she left it in the CAB and i was Like Oh My GOD!
i called, and someone answer and asked me to go and take it back [ There is still nice people in this world ] UNBELIEVABLE!
So i went over to pick it up.
When i came back, Yen's Bus is already here, and i sent her go on bus.
Erm, Ending is like sWeet~
But No Kiss dun worry =P
She say bye bye and we hug each other,
Talk few more words.....
And she went up to the bus..
I stay awake the whole night just to ensure that she doesn't wake up in the bus and
Think alot..
And i ended up falling asleep at 5++
Oh well, Superman Have to Rest too =P

Finally, the Dream Ends. ^^
Ps : I missed you yen, I missed you so much.

To You~

Even if you leave me, I can watch over you, Looking at you from the side.
Im Happy, Its more than enough
Even If you're in someone else's arm, If you remembered me, Thats enough.
Don’t get sick, don’t skip meals to lose weight, you have to laugh more, more in front of the others, beautifully
You should stay happy smile sweet everyday, and don't worry, nothing can hurt you.
Because im watching from behind, Protecting u like i used to be.
Whatever happens to you, just think about me, i will appear in your life and accompany you through the sad moment.
You may forget about me after you're ok but its ok. I bare with everything i can bare just for you.

If you missed me, listen to the song we used to listen and sing together.
when someone hurts you, listen to this song for me, u wud feel protected and calm down slowly =]
If you keep wanting to see me, sing this song, The only thing would remind us is the memory given to you.
If people asked about me sometimes, say you don’t know me, say that you threw me away, it’s okay i don't actually mind being the rubbish in this world.
If I can’t stand it and keep disturbing you all night, reply me and just scold me as hard as u can, and keep ignore me.
There’s nothing I did for you anyway, turn away cleanly, as u feel that u've already paid what u should for what i did for u.
Even yearning is a luxury, erase me completely, be happy I beg of you, live for yourself, find a good future, have a good life.
Forget me, be happy!
I’m sorry I can’t be by your side.

Definition Of Tired

Tired :
In need of some rest or sleep; Fed up, annoyed, irritated, sick of; Overused, clich.

Tired :
An expression representing sadness or disappointment.
Example, Tired of Loving you.

Vice versa goes to me. Im Tired Tired Tired Tired. Dunno how many tired.
I wanna rest, sleep, play my game, attend my class. Simple.
Don't wanna think so much about anything anymore.
I felt kinda relieve after i leave everything behind for a day.
Much more relaxing that i thought =D
Sleep, Eat, Study, Game.
Everyday got hazel accompany me do this n that, really wont boring.
Because she suck, every minute argue say each other =] Cool ayy~
i dun even wanna think bout love rite now.
Wanted to give myself a free space, enjoying the loneliness =]

Btw, didnt sleep whole night last night till today, straight went to the class.
My principle of management lecturer is a clown or model u can call that,
She's even lousier than a student, gosh~
She talks alone, with her new BEST ENGLISH IN THE WORLD Award's English,
While, student were watching movie infront of her.
Those sitting at my left side, 1 were sleeping the other 1 is talking to her BF [ dunno from what class, not our sem ]
Few more Massaging their friends body.
And i sit behind hearing song, reading the note alone and ask her question == COOL! Wtf. when i tired i sleep while, then wake up study again.. she doesnt even care
I can see this lecturer loves to talk to herself and take her salary and go. wtf i hate her. Hope she goes by this 31st december =]
I went to buy a new sim card after school.
Anybody wants my new number pls comment below i will reply
010-43302xx
After school, once i reach home, straight sleep sleep sleep.. till now just wake up,
gonna go get some food and continue sleeping =] Nites Buenos Noches =]

Inner Expression

There's alots of thing which i don't really know how to express it out,
everything stucks inside my heart.. i felt so lost this way..
Tryna express it out, by writin it out on a piece of paper but not blog..
there is too many secrets, too many frustrations.
wanted to feel relieve... maybe i need to scream it out loud somewhere soon..
HurTed - By - Myself

Everyday, everynight millionaire city.
dont even know what im doing,
looking at the wall, messy room.
Wanted to clean it, but moodless.

Missed my piano so much,
Wanted to buy a keyboard after i work =]
so i can continue playing it,
wanted to write songs too ^^
CooL ayy!!!!

Overdose

WOW! i never know that Calcium Carbonate and Magnesium Sulphrate kills.
Firstly i had gastric when im outing with my friends.
i went to buy alucid [ calcium carbonate + magnesium sulphrate ]
Then i drink 1/4 of them first thought the pain wud relieve..
but then it didnt seems to relieve. Im mad so i drank the whole shit.=)
7am in the morning, my whole body's joint pain.
7.15am , felt headache
7.30am, Face all pale, lips hanged colour.
7.45am, Cried [ Depression ]
continue. FAINTED.
till i wake up, my whole body is not pain anymore. i felt like damn god loves me.

LUCKY LUCKY!

Low Profile

How sweet it is, Staying in a place where nobody knows you.
You can actually do what you want, its so relaxing..
Dancing all the way in LRT, Jumping and Hopping around.
This World is Great!

Anyway, Woke Up quite late. Im Sick =C
Wearing jacket whole day still felt cold.
Do assignment while chatting with Viny.. she's funny. [ Enjoyed ]
Hazel came, i lend her my phone.. Since her phone spoilt =]
She helped me so much.. have to help her back. we are best friend ^^
7++ went to Pasar Malam.. Buy Buy Buy Eat Eat Eat.
Now i just realised, How nice is Carrot Juice with no sugar and ice =]
It Taste SWEET!!
Reached home about 11+
Clean room, Clean My Body.. takes me quite a moment..
Chat with Viny again.. Dunno what so much to chat about LOL!
Went to have my supper with my housemate ERIC.
Talked about the live i had in the past. Thats why i realised how nice is styaing in Low Profile =D
I just came back and now chatting with Viny again ==
LOL!
Gonna Continue my Malaysian Study now, till i tired then sleep =]

Its Good, When u say it is

I wonder, What is human?
We're blind when we fall in love with someone.
Everything would be very pretty and lovely eventhough its ugly.
Is this what everybody call it beautiful world?
but every truth is actually ugly.
Shit smells stink! But when we smell it, we wud keep on wanting to find that smell, if its still there.

Came back from Zach's place around 2,
Kinki called up asking me to accompany her to find school, and i went.
She's such a lil girl, Shy to ask about the academy detail and i've became the one who wanted to study there =.=
She treated me a i dunno what bihun with oyster inside.
Walked around and came back in the nite.
So i call it a day =)
Henley sent me a message written "=) <3<3"
Thats rude when u write that after broke up.

Pass And Current

2 years ago i was studying in seGi university college,
im in loved with a girl called pauline.
After my dad passed away, i decided to study in Stamford College Malacca because of pauline's parent wanted her to go back to her hometown.
That was my fault, for making a decision because of a girl,
but anyway i studied there properly. My brother gave me money on the first month to study. No more on the following month.. I survive for few weeks, i worked in cinema.
Everyday no money eat roti.. until i really cant bare anymore.
i went back to kedah, decided not to study anymore.
Until today, i came back to study.
BUT then one of them said
1 : sometimes i'm freaking mad at you, sometimes i feel sorry for you.. you have no sense of direction and you do not know where to go..

Me : Mad for what? Sorry For what? lol.. If my last 2 chances was my wrong path in live which makes u unable to trust me, Its ok bro.. Well.. i got no Comment at all. Just that.. HOpe u wud Enjoy ur life~ ^^ Take Care bro.. lets dun talk about it.. =)

but He continued talk about this.
1 : after so much money you have wasted (dun forget a portion belongs to me) how could i not be mad? now that you're down and have no control of your life how could i not feel bad?
I'm certainly enjoying my life at this point, or a big part of it, there is one part of my life however that i'm enjoying.. which is you.

Me : Yea, A Portion Belongs To you. I remember. Dont worry. I wud pay back that sum of money to you.. I dont really like to Owe people money.. One Day.. i wud.
Now That Im Down And Have no control Of my life, Why do u have to feel bad about it? Even me myself didnt feel bad about it. Because I believe in Fate. I believe In Myself. Even Sometimes I feel Im Lost, But i keep finding Direction. i keep asking myself, why does this happens? i found the answer, Im easy being distracted. But i Wud always keep myself changing to something almost perfect. Eventho people wud disrespect me with the things i did. but i dun even mind. Because i feel that, i live in my own world, who other people doesnt even know what im doing, nobody ever tries to understand... and i dont need people to understand. I belongs to nobody, and i Belongs to myself living in my world Alone.
Im Happy to hear that you Enjoyed ur life bro.. 我会祝福你快乐平安过日子 ＝） thanks for your care..

This is it. Enjoying life. because of me? LOL! Wtf, what does it means?

Another one say

2 : Are u going to sell ikan bilis forever?
Me : yeah? i got a good connection here tho..
2 : think about it. think about ur future
After a moment,
Me : i decided to go back study
2 : We got financial issue can only support u rm500
Me : ah, Okay.. understand.
after a moment,
Me : im going to add 2 subjects into my study
2 : Sorry we can only support u RM500. we got Financial problem
me : i didnt asked u to pay, i just want ur advice.

The Third one

3 : i can only help u alil bit, im not working
me: Its ok, i understand!! Lol come on..
[ Everyday i called her ]
Me : What chu doing?
3 : Playing Mahjongg.. Call u back later
[ Everyday repeating the same thing ]
Beh guai.. =D Love it.

The first part was my wrong. But there is no second chance in life? YES THERE IS.
But give me chance to study and leave me half stuff half hungry. That my Lovely family.

i should have hate them since i was small, im so fucking regret for treating them as my brother and sister.
Well.. This is life,
Not The People out There treats us materialistic, BUT even family has no different with the others.

So Guys, Remember. Take care of ur stomach first before anyone else. Dun be like me.
=]
Night.
Ps : I hate my FuckinG FamilY

Happy Birthday

Happy Birthday to you,
Happy Birthday to you,
Happy Birthday To Zhe Jia.
Happy Birthday to you......

Your Favorite =D

Wish u long long life,
Don't fall into longkang,
Don't daydream all the time,
Don't Faint,
Drink more water,
Buy plastic,
Do exercise,
Eat orange,NOT APPLE!
Study hard,
Run more Staircase.
Eat More.

Good luck! My Sweet Bullshit~

Teared

Woke up late today, its about half hour late before my class start.
So i quickly take my bath and ran to station.
Was raining this morning, but still i keep running...
When i reach SeGi, Saw Wen Qian wor, She looked so shock lookin at me and ask how come so late LOL! i was like dunno telling her what, just make an action showing that over slept but dunno she know boh..
Then i went into the wrong class again, Stupid SeGi+ Student Card.
When i reach the class, Its Break time. ==
Then i just continue study loh.
i Got test next week + assignment now!
So, im gonna Guai Guai Complete all this wanna score give my JIE JIE SEE!
[ She promised buy me what i wanted ] Wakakaka! xD sorry Jie if u read this!
Wanna score in test and assignment, + a little bit of study i can get 3.7-4.0..
Jia you Nenny!!
After that went out to Movie with zach,
the movie is so touched! i found out that i got heart eh. i can cry wor hahaha!
till now just reach home, stupid monorail so many people..
Gonna start Assignment now ^^
Tatas!


Zach~

Discovering

Discovered so many new songs, So nice especially CHEN SHI AN - TIAN HOU.
I love music so much, in my day routine i really need music to keep me away from being lonely =]
Btw, Today did nothing just stay in my room.
Went over the net seeking for jobs and Shopping [ Ofcourse shopping more than jobs ]
I really really wanted a Sony MP3. But no money to buy.. SAD who wanna buy for mee??!!xD
I have early class to attend tomorrow.. shud sleep at 10.30pm later but maybe will be sleeping earlier.. exhausted~
Wanna continue singing and shopping =D
Nights,

7-11

What a freaking day i have today, Last night went out with kinki and wen qian till 6++ in the morning and was so exhausted, this morning i cant even wake up but my mum keep disturbing me till i get my sad ass off my bed =C
Went to SUNGAI WANG Plaza with family, they shop and i was fishing along the way.
We went to KIM GARY to have our Breaklunch lol, Its breakfast + lunch in 1 meal. Freaking Stuffed.
After that they continue shopping till 3pm and decided to go back to kedah, i was planning to drive them to Damansara area so that they can easily went back to kedah but then i lost my way and i dont really know where i am heading to. i called KINKi up and that ah boy was like u ask people roadside lah.. then i didnt. i keep on driving but then i saw a sign to CEMPAKA LRT i was so relieve. mum says she knows how to go back so i let her drive alone =C quite worry bout her..
Once i reached home i slept till 9pm wake up, then kinki FB me and tell me that she havent went back today and asked me if i am able to join them to green box.
Sang alot of songs there but didnt actually happy with my voice feel they suck =C
I cant sing along with them. kinki is so good in singing.
Just reached home and its 4.33am and baby say that she is coming at 6am. gonna reach my place around 7.30. so i have to wait lol
Kinda boring now. dun actually know what to do haha~
Felt that i wud be buried in my bed the whole day tomorrow cuz im too exhausted.
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