Ban Me for KSING, But i got evidence that i did not KS.
And i screwed them, They ended up doesnt wanna look at it because its behaviour case?
i Mean come on~ they are the one who doesnt look at things properly before making a decision to ban. They Deserve my screw.
Wednesday, January 4, 2012
Saturday, October 22, 2011
Pressure
I stop working with Overtime Setapak already.
Now I felt stress because me and warren are planning to start our own business once my car got here.
But then we are lack of capital..
A business cannot even start without capital so its pointless.
I dont know what to do now.. Still planning.
Now I felt stress because me and warren are planning to start our own business once my car got here.
But then we are lack of capital..
A business cannot even start without capital so its pointless.
I dont know what to do now.. Still planning.
你不是真正的快乐。
人 群中 哭着 你只想变成透明的颜色
ren qun zhong ku zhe ni zhi xiang bian cheng tou ming de yan se
你再也不会梦 或痛 或心动了
ni zai ye bu hui meng huo tong huo xin dong le
你已经决定了 你已经决定了
ni yi jing jue ding le ni yi jing jue ding le
你 静静 忍着 紧紧把昨天在拳心握着
ni jing jing ren zhe jin jin ba zuo tian zai quan xin wo zhe
而回忆越是甜 就是 越伤人了
er hui yi yue shi tian jiu shi yue shang ren le
越是在 手心留下 密密麻麻 深深浅浅 的刀割
yue shi zai shou xin liu xia mi mi ma ma shen shen qian qian de dao ge
你不是真正的快乐 你的笑只是你穿的保护色
ni bu shi zhen zheng de kuai le ni de xiao zhi shi ni chuan de ba hu se
你决定不恨了 也决定不爱了
ni jue ding bu hen le ye jue ding bu ai le
把你的灵魂关在永远锁上的躯壳
ba ni de ling hun guan zai yong yuan suo shang de qu ke
这 世界 笑了 于是你合群的一起笑了
zhe shi jie xiao le yu shi ni he qun de yi qi xiao le
当生存是规则 不是 你的选择
dang sheng cun shi qui zhe bu shi ni de xuan ze
于是你 含着泪痕 飘飘荡荡 跌跌撞撞 的走着
yu shi ni han zhe lei hen piao piao dang dang die die zhuang zhuang de zou zhe
你不是真正的快乐 你的笑只是你穿的保护色
ni bu shi zhen zheng de kuai le ni de xiao zhi shi ni chuan de bao hu se
你决定不恨了 也决定不爱了
ni jue ding bu hen le ye jue ding bu ai le
把你的灵魂关在永远锁上的躯壳
ba ni de ling hun guan zai yong yuan suo shang de qu ke
你不是真正的快乐 你的伤从不肯完全的癒合
ni bu shi zhen zheng de kuai le ni de shang cong bu ken wan quan de yu he
我站在你左侧 却像隔着银河
wo zhan zai ni zuo ce que xiang ge zhe yin he
难道就真的抱着遗憾一直到老了 然后才后悔着
nan dao jiu zhen de bao zhe yi han yi zhi dao lao le ran hou cai hou hui zhe
你值得真正的快乐 你应该脱下你穿的保护色
ni zhi de zhen zheng de kuai le ni ying gai tuo xia ni chuan de bao hu se
为什么失去了 还要被惩罚呢
wei shen me shi qu le hai yao be zheng fa ne
能不能就让 悲伤全部 结束在此刻 重新开始活着
neng bu neng jiu rang bei shang quan bu jie su zai ci ke zhong xin kai shi huo zhe
ren qun zhong ku zhe ni zhi xiang bian cheng tou ming de yan se
你再也不会梦 或痛 或心动了
ni zai ye bu hui meng huo tong huo xin dong le
你已经决定了 你已经决定了
ni yi jing jue ding le ni yi jing jue ding le
你 静静 忍着 紧紧把昨天在拳心握着
ni jing jing ren zhe jin jin ba zuo tian zai quan xin wo zhe
而回忆越是甜 就是 越伤人了
er hui yi yue shi tian jiu shi yue shang ren le
越是在 手心留下 密密麻麻 深深浅浅 的刀割
yue shi zai shou xin liu xia mi mi ma ma shen shen qian qian de dao ge
你不是真正的快乐 你的笑只是你穿的保护色
ni bu shi zhen zheng de kuai le ni de xiao zhi shi ni chuan de ba hu se
你决定不恨了 也决定不爱了
ni jue ding bu hen le ye jue ding bu ai le
把你的灵魂关在永远锁上的躯壳
ba ni de ling hun guan zai yong yuan suo shang de qu ke
这 世界 笑了 于是你合群的一起笑了
zhe shi jie xiao le yu shi ni he qun de yi qi xiao le
当生存是规则 不是 你的选择
dang sheng cun shi qui zhe bu shi ni de xuan ze
于是你 含着泪痕 飘飘荡荡 跌跌撞撞 的走着
yu shi ni han zhe lei hen piao piao dang dang die die zhuang zhuang de zou zhe
你不是真正的快乐 你的笑只是你穿的保护色
ni bu shi zhen zheng de kuai le ni de xiao zhi shi ni chuan de bao hu se
你决定不恨了 也决定不爱了
ni jue ding bu hen le ye jue ding bu ai le
把你的灵魂关在永远锁上的躯壳
ba ni de ling hun guan zai yong yuan suo shang de qu ke
你不是真正的快乐 你的伤从不肯完全的癒合
ni bu shi zhen zheng de kuai le ni de shang cong bu ken wan quan de yu he
我站在你左侧 却像隔着银河
wo zhan zai ni zuo ce que xiang ge zhe yin he
难道就真的抱着遗憾一直到老了 然后才后悔着
nan dao jiu zhen de bao zhe yi han yi zhi dao lao le ran hou cai hou hui zhe
你值得真正的快乐 你应该脱下你穿的保护色
ni zhi de zhen zheng de kuai le ni ying gai tuo xia ni chuan de bao hu se
为什么失去了 还要被惩罚呢
wei shen me shi qu le hai yao be zheng fa ne
能不能就让 悲伤全部 结束在此刻 重新开始活着
neng bu neng jiu rang bei shang quan bu jie su zai ci ke zhong xin kai shi huo zhe
Wednesday, October 19, 2011
Things Changed
Looking back to the past.
I am someone who knows about business.
do business, and run my life good. atleast better.
But now, im back to college life, using my sister and brother's money to survive.
It is true that i have to bare through this time so that atleast i learn something new?
Maybe yes.
But then i live a damn hard life out here...
Eventho i changed alot.
Eventho,
I succeed in stop taking drugs.
I succeed in slowing down my own temper.
I succeed to look things much wise than last time it was.
But i made things even harder for me. :(
Pray for myself that this nightmare goes away faster.
I am someone who knows about business.
do business, and run my life good. atleast better.
But now, im back to college life, using my sister and brother's money to survive.
It is true that i have to bare through this time so that atleast i learn something new?
Maybe yes.
But then i live a damn hard life out here...
Eventho i changed alot.
Eventho,
I succeed in stop taking drugs.
I succeed in slowing down my own temper.
I succeed to look things much wise than last time it was.
But i made things even harder for me. :(
Pray for myself that this nightmare goes away faster.
Sunday, December 26, 2010
26/12/2010
Today she went to japan.
I will be waiting for her 1 week..
I promised i will guai guai ^^
Sleep at 12am latest,
Smoke less
Dun kao lui
No flirting
Eat more
Be positive
Ofcuz missing her ^^
To Her : Baby I will miss u miss u miss u, have fun!! n dear wait u^^ Muahhhsss!
I will be waiting for her 1 week..
I promised i will guai guai ^^
Sleep at 12am latest,
Smoke less
Dun kao lui
No flirting
Eat more
Be positive
Ofcuz missing her ^^
To Her : Baby I will miss u miss u miss u, have fun!! n dear wait u^^ Muahhhsss!
Saturday, December 18, 2010
19/12/2010
This morning, i woke up late to work..
But my morning is just great..
Thinking bout her last night.
The _ _ _ _ _ _ <3 that she posted for me
Plus, i saw her message this morning makes me feel like " damn i have such a great fresh morning "
I work and smsed with her in the aftrnoon, Sadly i didnt get a chance to see her..
Oh well, fate doesn't go this way =[
I still feel happoie that she smsed me.
Was painting while learning how to talk more bout others..
I realised something, something deep inside..
If you wanted people to understand you, You need to understand about people too.
1 people working hard to change doesn't make any changes.
You need both to work things out. This is what wife and husband for in this world.
Love doesnt mean the boy have to protect the girl and be the hero all the time.
Girl's have things to do to, moral support, care, loves, teamwork, assists.
In Chinese we say, 1 hand clap, no sound will be produced.
I tended to test her tonight. Im Sorry to you~
But to know what she has in her mind? To know each other more or not,
Whether she know what is love? Know what she wants?
I know, She's smart, She good in education, she has what she wants
She tend to think that things are perfect with what she's done.
But If someone's perfect, the world wont be stable anymore.
People Gets sensitive, because people care.
Nobody get sensitive if they don't give a damn to a thing.
Example, When u care about ur laptop, a single small scratch, You'll feel pain and hurt. But if u dun care about it, If it fall down from 10th floor to Ground Floor. You Dont give a damn about that shit.
I wonder why does she cant understand about this?
Does it worth?
For me to give all my love to her and let her say disappointing compliment everyday??
Everyday, and i just say sorry all the time.
Why can't she wait for my reply?
Im working, i know im poor. Not rich and has to work.
But why do i have to work hard and look for extra commisions?
Don't she ever think about its for her?
Buying stuff, Going out, Planning future..
Im someone who look further in the future, Not today and ends tomorrow.
I felt very sad, very disappointed too.
I Hope she can understand about it.
Kenny 19/12/2010
But my morning is just great..
Thinking bout her last night.
The _ _ _ _ _ _ <3 that she posted for me
Plus, i saw her message this morning makes me feel like " damn i have such a great fresh morning "
I work and smsed with her in the aftrnoon, Sadly i didnt get a chance to see her..
Oh well, fate doesn't go this way =[
I still feel happoie that she smsed me.
Was painting while learning how to talk more bout others..
I realised something, something deep inside..
If you wanted people to understand you, You need to understand about people too.
1 people working hard to change doesn't make any changes.
You need both to work things out. This is what wife and husband for in this world.
Love doesnt mean the boy have to protect the girl and be the hero all the time.
Girl's have things to do to, moral support, care, loves, teamwork, assists.
In Chinese we say, 1 hand clap, no sound will be produced.
I tended to test her tonight. Im Sorry to you~
But to know what she has in her mind? To know each other more or not,
Whether she know what is love? Know what she wants?
I know, She's smart, She good in education, she has what she wants
She tend to think that things are perfect with what she's done.
But If someone's perfect, the world wont be stable anymore.
People Gets sensitive, because people care.
Nobody get sensitive if they don't give a damn to a thing.
Example, When u care about ur laptop, a single small scratch, You'll feel pain and hurt. But if u dun care about it, If it fall down from 10th floor to Ground Floor. You Dont give a damn about that shit.
I wonder why does she cant understand about this?
Does it worth?
For me to give all my love to her and let her say disappointing compliment everyday??
Everyday, and i just say sorry all the time.
Why can't she wait for my reply?
Im working, i know im poor. Not rich and has to work.
But why do i have to work hard and look for extra commisions?
Don't she ever think about its for her?
Buying stuff, Going out, Planning future..
Im someone who look further in the future, Not today and ends tomorrow.
I felt very sad, very disappointed too.
I Hope she can understand about it.
Kenny 19/12/2010
Friday, December 17, 2010
Back in the Past
I know you since i was 9 years old, you were fat, stupid, idiot. I hated you so much. Everytime i see you i complain. But everytime i went to find your brother, i always have to suffer looking at you in the living room watching Cartoon Network/Disney Channel with ur legs high in the sofa. You Suck.
You always being a disturbance to me. If im going to rate you, I'll give u 1/2 over 10.
I wud hate u even more if sharlene is there with you. You guys would make stupid stuff.
The only way to solve the problem is asking Chuan to expel you guys out of the room. Jumping around like monkeys. Oh My Gosh is the only word i use to describe you.
You begin to get better at the age of 12. But i still hate u. I remembered when the computer is in your room, You and Huey Huey took Chuan's underwear and play with it. The MOST disgusting shit ever. I know its Sharlene not you, But still vice versa same gang. You stand and laugh like shit too. Chuan's really really mad that time. Haha!
At the age of 13 and 14, you changed alot. Thats where i begin to take u as a sister. You started to know what is a Human Being supposed to be. Maybe games changed you, I dont know. Because you started to mixed around that time. At the age of 13, Before we became brother and sister, i once chased you and dumb you. Telling you. to remember, I Won't fall in love with a girl like you.
You started to changed lot and lot, When you couple with JP and Jf, thats the moment im scared of you changing into bad girls. With your punks and emo picture. I felt so worry about you.I dislike JP that moment because i dont think he's a nice guy for u, he's mixing WP too. In This moment, you changed into someone very shy. You get blushed easily.. haha~
After you guys broke up, Once again i chase you when i broke up with PL. This time, Im serious. But when PL came back to me, I chose her. Im sorry i broke your heart
You transfered to Sapura Smart School after you finnished your PMR, i didn't expect you to get such result. Because you're dumb but then you did =] Proud of you. You became very smart in several aspects. You even stop arguing with your family anymore and co-operated with them. Our brother and sister love getting deeper and deeper because we have lots of topic to talk about.
Until one night, we chat and dared each other, i was planning to cheat u. Asking for Chuan's help. But Chuan told me, " If you wanna win, Win a good way, No Cheating! ". I answer, " Im scared i would fall in love if i really chase her with all my effort", but i told myself before i promised this game to start. " I won't fall in love no worries, She's just a sister to me and im have to win her roses to laugh at her " When i started to chase u im still myself. I keep thinking about how to get you all day and night. But one day, when im in Midvalley with my housemate, i saw a pretty cloth for girl. I realised the first one appears in my mind is you. Im asking myself does this cloth suits sinyin?? I begin to imagine about our promise to skating on 12th December 2010 and keep thinking how to tell my boss that i want to off that day. But i failed. Until today i keep imagine about it. I regret of telling you, " Remember i won't fall in love with a girl like You".............
I Guess I fell in love.
Kenny.
You always being a disturbance to me. If im going to rate you, I'll give u 1/2 over 10.
I wud hate u even more if sharlene is there with you. You guys would make stupid stuff.
The only way to solve the problem is asking Chuan to expel you guys out of the room. Jumping around like monkeys. Oh My Gosh is the only word i use to describe you.
You begin to get better at the age of 12. But i still hate u. I remembered when the computer is in your room, You and Huey Huey took Chuan's underwear and play with it. The MOST disgusting shit ever. I know its Sharlene not you, But still vice versa same gang. You stand and laugh like shit too. Chuan's really really mad that time. Haha!
At the age of 13 and 14, you changed alot. Thats where i begin to take u as a sister. You started to know what is a Human Being supposed to be. Maybe games changed you, I dont know. Because you started to mixed around that time. At the age of 13, Before we became brother and sister, i once chased you and dumb you. Telling you. to remember, I Won't fall in love with a girl like you.
You started to changed lot and lot, When you couple with JP and Jf, thats the moment im scared of you changing into bad girls. With your punks and emo picture. I felt so worry about you.I dislike JP that moment because i dont think he's a nice guy for u, he's mixing WP too. In This moment, you changed into someone very shy. You get blushed easily.. haha~
After you guys broke up, Once again i chase you when i broke up with PL. This time, Im serious. But when PL came back to me, I chose her. Im sorry i broke your heart
You transfered to Sapura Smart School after you finnished your PMR, i didn't expect you to get such result. Because you're dumb but then you did =] Proud of you. You became very smart in several aspects. You even stop arguing with your family anymore and co-operated with them. Our brother and sister love getting deeper and deeper because we have lots of topic to talk about.
Until one night, we chat and dared each other, i was planning to cheat u. Asking for Chuan's help. But Chuan told me, " If you wanna win, Win a good way, No Cheating! ". I answer, " Im scared i would fall in love if i really chase her with all my effort", but i told myself before i promised this game to start. " I won't fall in love no worries, She's just a sister to me and im have to win her roses to laugh at her " When i started to chase u im still myself. I keep thinking about how to get you all day and night. But one day, when im in Midvalley with my housemate, i saw a pretty cloth for girl. I realised the first one appears in my mind is you. Im asking myself does this cloth suits sinyin?? I begin to imagine about our promise to skating on 12th December 2010 and keep thinking how to tell my boss that i want to off that day. But i failed. Until today i keep imagine about it. I regret of telling you, " Remember i won't fall in love with a girl like You".............
I Guess I fell in love.
Kenny.
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